Soft noises in the room make me wake up, not that I actually slept, but I was al least trying to sleep. Victoria walks towards the bathroom, and I hear her removing her make-up and brushing her teeth. She probably thinks I sleep, and with my whole heart I hope she isn't angry anymore. Next to me I feel she steps into the bed, but I don't feel her warm arms around me just like she always does. The light turns off and it's quiet. Victoria breaths softly, while we both try to sleep, but do you really think I'm able to sleep, when my girlfriend is this mad at me.
"I'm so sorry Viccy", I turn around, not seeing her in the dark room, and too pussy to touch her. "You should be", she says, but in a different way than she yelled at me about two hours ago. "I love you Victoria, so freaking fucking much, you know that", I wipe my own long black hair behind my ears and search for Victoria her hand under the sheets. A sigh from relief escapes my mouth, when Victoria does not refuse my hand. "I'll never ever hurt you again and I would kill myself if you leave me", very slowly, I crawl closer and closer towards her.
Victoria doesn't move, and swallows, a lot. In one movement, I wrap both my arms around her neck, making her lay in my arms. Chills run through my body as soon as her skin lays all over mine. "I love you, de Angelis", I say, never planning on leaving this bed. Carefully she says it back, "I love you Esposito", and she starts leaving kisses on my chest. "I'm sorry I was this mad, but I just couldn't understand it", her words don't matter to me, all I can think of is that she came back, after she found out what I did to my ex.
She could have ran home and never talk to me again, but she came back, and she loves me. "Let me tell you the story", I wipe her hair behind her ear, looking in her eyes, although I can't see much. "Let me do this first", she says and I feel her lips touching mine, and really believe me when I say this kiss was intense, she did not give me many kisses like this. Chuckling we play with each others hair, after breaking up the kiss. "Let me tell you".
I take a deep breath, "Mandy and I dated for I think three months, and it was very nice and stuff, and of course I really really liked her", I stop, to think about how I felt about Mandy. "But my parents just died, literally I think two days earlier, and I just needed some time, but she kept wanting to help me". Victoria her hands on my back and butt make it a little hard to concentrate, so I push them away. "The point was that we needed money, but we didn't had it, so I asked Mandy. She gave it to me", right now Victoria her hands are on my legs, also not very convenient when you want to tell your life story.
"And the following things were stupid, very stupid. I just lost me emotion because of my parents death, so I decided to dump Mandy. And I swear, believe me when I say I had no idea what I was doing", I tell, but she doesn't seem to care, or even to listen. "Vic?", I chuckle, squeezing in my girlfriend her butt. "I'm imagining you and me, in the shower", she mutters, before turning on the light. "Well why don't you make your imaginations come true", I say, biting on my lip, watching Victoria strip down her clothes. "Come with me young lady", her words are strict, making me listen and walking behind her.
The shower from the inside is marble, and Victoria turns on the hot water. "Come here", I order, and she smirks when she turns around, seeing me as naked as she already is. "Tutto bene amore?", I ask, grinning. She nods, walking towards me. Victoria jumps, wrapping her legs around me, load gasping, and kissing my sweaty cheeks. A moan out of pain and pleasure escapes her mouth when I place her roughly against the wall under the shower.
Hot water washes all the sweat away, and burns into my skin. Victoria her nails are pressed into my shoulder blades, while I leave lovemarks all over her neck and chest, making her moan load. "Calm down my love, we just started", I whisper, caressing her lips with my index finger. She grabs my cheeks, making me look in her eyes. "Don't ever tell me what to do again", she says, leaving hickeys in my neck, while still being pressed between me and the wall. The bassist jumps out of my arm, pointing at the floor, "lay down there".
The hard floor doesn't feel really comfortable, until I feel Victoria crawling on top of me, placing her naked body on mine. Her knee between my legs is pushing towards my aching spot. I moan in pleasure, and she starts moving her leg. My head falls backwards and I felt my climax building, when she led my hand to her sensitive spot. She bites on her lip, while we both feel ourselves getting closer and closer. "Let it go gorgeous", she says, moaning loader and shaking with her body, so I knew she climaxed. I feel mine coming so close, so I press my nails in her arms, feeling her knee only moving rougher, until I climaxed as well.
After calming down I took Victoria out of the shower, to dry her with one of the towels. "Are we going to bed?", she asked, lightly disappointed. "I've never said that, my love", I say, wrapping the towel around our bodies, placing soft kisses on the back of her neck. "Come on, let's go", I feel her dry body, and take her towards the room, where it's cold because I left the balcony door open. "Close that door, now", I order her, waiting until she comes back. When she turns around, I stand in front of her, so close. Her heart beat is racing like mine and I take her with me, until she stand between me and the bed.
I push her backwards, before crawling on top of her, pressing my lips on hers. Without having control, she rolls over me, making me wrap my legs around her waist. First the kisses were soft, but after a few second, it turned out in a rough and hot make out session, which we both enjoyed. "Liv, you are amazing, I love you", Victoria almost screams, after falling next to me. Our breathing goes in the same rhythm, and again, I wrap my arms around her. Only this time it's softer, placing sweet little love kisses on her lips, nose and cheeks, while I feel her hand tracing over my back.
"I love you too, and again, so sorry for tonight", I say. "Don't be", Victoria says, pressing me closer to her own body.
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emotions, and lots of hotness, omg I can't!
ALSO: it's chapter number 20!!! yesss. I want to thank you all for the lovely comments and the support, it all warms my heart!!! <33333
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