summer experience // machine gun kelly

4.

we finally arrived the festival. because of the traffic and all we arrived later as thought and seriously i was pissed. the discussion was bad and i don't know why they blamed me for all the problems. tim just sat there and this hurts me sm. he said nothing to defend me. they asked me for helping them as i always did and i really don't know what i did wrong or what happened. all i wanted was going out off the car for a walk.
we got greet and got our container number and the passes. but there was a problem,  there was a bed missing. wow, they really forgot to tell them that we are one person more because jen came with us.
" it was your exercise to plan everything" dave said. i was already beyond pissed.
"no it wasn't! i wrote that in the group chat and you guys said you will write an email. so don't say its my fault!"  I answered. tim just stand there and said nothing. i wish he would stand by my side. it was too much, i needed a bit space.
"i go check the area" i said and with that i left for a walk.

i was mad, so mad. tears stood in my eyes and i started walking fast. all i wanted was  going away from the boys for a moment.
but than... this was the last thing i thought would happen on this already worse day. i ran into a man and his drink spilled over my jacket.
"no pls no" i said quiet and sad.
"oh shit, I'm so sorry" he said.
"it okay, i run into you, i am sorry" i said while trying wipe the drink off me. i realized it was beer all over my jacket  "i can buy you a new beer" i offered.
"no no you dont need to. its all good"  he laughed "but you sound like you could need a beer"
"well,  you're not wrong but idk" i said but he spoke up before I could finished my sentences.
"I'm kells btw and you?"
"hi I'm liz" I looked up, answering him and wow this man has beautiful blue eye, i smiled a bit.
"you like what you see?" he laughed.
"uhm yeah ah what?" i blushed a bit. god what was wrong with me "I'm sorry you loss your beer because of me but i have to go now, sorry again" i looked down and started to walk away.
"wait, hey liz. wait" he said "sure you're ok?"
"yes i am. thanks for asking"  i tried to hide that i feel shitty because the fight with my friends earlier.
"well i dont want to be to personal, but it don't see like that. come her drink a beer with me. we are on a festival, have fun" he looked at me with a smile. "but I-" I wasn't sure if i am in the mood to meet new people right now. all i wanted was to calm down. also i have my problems with being open to strangers and meeting new people . but that was a point the boys always made fun of me.
"well why not, but i will pay the beer" i agreed. i felt shaky because it was all to much. i just fight very bad with my friends i am supposed to stay here with, we arrived the incredible huge festival and nothing goes well. on top i run into a person, got beer all over my jacket and  i try to convince myself i am more than people are saying that's why now i going to drink a beer with a stranger. great liz really great.