summer experience // machine gun kelly

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ash and i arrived the autograph tent. we organized a few meters away a table with some merch.  usually the session are at tables. the band is sitting behind a table with a barrier and sign the stuff fans bring them. but the band choose to do it differently this time.
we carried the tables away and hang up a flag.  they were at tour with their new album bloom and ash printed a huge flag in bloom style. 
the band wanted to meet their fans . they wanted to make it possible to take pictures together. it should be more personal. est and fans mean so much for them.
there was already a queue of people waiting.
we almost finished everything as the band came.
kells and i havent spoke since yesterday. i didnt knew how to do the first step.
i had a lot of questions but i didnt wanted to ask them. we all stood at a place no festival visitor could see us.
kells walked up to me and placed his hands on my pelvic bone from behind me. he was searching my near i guess. i leaned back against his body.
ash explained them the plan and structure of that meeting.
meanwhile kells placed his head on my shoulder and i leaned mine against his.
ash was finished, they thanked us for organizing everything.
kells let go off me and we looked at each other.
"good morning lissy" he smiled and whispered to me. i guess he neither knew what to say.
"good morning colson" i smiled back. he places a kiss on the tip of my nose and the band walked out.
i told ash that i didnt wanted to be near the band and cameras but that she could call me if she would need help. she understood and told me where i can stay and still watch the autograph session, that was more a meet and greet, if i wanted to.
i walked to that place. it was weird to see, the band signing a few tits and asses.
i guess kells really liked it. he placed his whole hand on some for signing. they got a few presents.
i loved seeing the band with their fans and i slowly could start to understand it when kells  told me there are fans and est and he love both.

after the meeting we all met behind the tent again. they all were very happy to see some people they already met before. slim told me that they know some of them since beginning. from three people in the crowd, unpaid shows.

some festival workers helped ash to pack all the stuff, merch and the flag together.
i walked with baze to get a golf cart, they use here for bringing their shit back into the storage.
on the way i asked how his ankle is doing. he told me that it is already much better. he got a cream at he hospital and it helps a lot. he asked me if i saw the meet and greet.
i told him yes and how crazy it looked, how happy they can be tho have such amazing fans and that they are the best.
he asked me if i was okay seeing where they have signed by some girls. he insinuated at kells hands at them. it was cute how much he cared about me. i told him that i was okay with it. that's the way they've always done it, and it'll still be that way when I leave. i dont want them/him changing for me.

we arrived the place again and load up everything. a festival guy told us he will do the rest and we dont need to come with him.
that meant back to the bungalow that the boys can get ready for the interview.
at the bungalow everyone got ready.  they dressed new, made their hair, etc.
kells walked up to me. he wore an open shirt.
"after the interview we make some photos there. do i look good?" this was a real question and not him wanting to hear from me 'of cause'.
i placed my hands on his bare chest "yes, you do colson".
i went with one hand thru his hair to correct one wisp of his hair. then started to button his shirt half that you still could see his chest tattoos.
he hugged me thigh and i buried may head on his chest.
"guys you ready? we need to go now" ash screamed.
kells let go of me"you ready?" he asked.
"uh i dont come with you. i spoke with ash, she told me she dont need my help their and that i better should stay here". i told him.
"nah why come with us" he looked at my eyes.
"there are a lot of cameras. they probably are filming everything. i dont want to be seen in any picture or so" i explained.
he nod. slim walked to us "i am so ready for this" and hit kells back as fun "liz have fun" he said to me, gave me a good bye hug and went outside. kells looked sad at me, hugged me good bye.
everyone said me good bye, i wished them fun and they left.