summer experience // machine gun kelly

8.

the crowd started screaming and the band came on the stage. i was so happy. they started the first song and i was in my element. i started to sing and dance, i was in my little world. few meters next to us was a small mosh pit as the song satellite starts i ran into it. i didn't care what everyone around me though. music was that part in my live that saves my life a million times.
i saw kells jumping around too, sometimes we looked at each other but i still danced and did my stuff. the concert came to an end, i stood in the front of the place where the mosh pit was with both hand in the air to cheer to the band. dub, and baze came to me.
"wow that was a nice show" baze said.
"yeah, i love seeing them, they are so great live" i answered. dub completed my energy i showed while the show. they told me that they wanted to go back and drink something now and asked if wanna go with. i agreed. we looked around to find slim, rook and kells. we saw them talking with a few other persons and they took pictures. "yo, i go and tell them the plan, wait here" dub said to us. baze and i still talked about that amazing concert we just saw. as they all came back to us we heard the people ranting "est wtf est wtf". kells turned around and screamed back "lace tf up"   and put an L in the air. we started our way back backstage and i was wondering what that was.
"you really had power at the show" kells comes next to me.
"thank you,  you too". i smiled. we talked a bit.

back in the backstage we got drinks and sat down at a quiet corner where we had a good view. it was fun with the guys.
i excused my self for the toilet. on the way i met tim and nick. i expected they would ignore me but no. there was something missing they needed for their gig. i told them that it wasn't my task and we started argue again.
"let me say real quick, if you all look in the group chat you see what i organized, everything else was clearly in your responsibility" i said. i was tired of always fighting.
nick said something really mean to me and he knows that he hurt me really bad. i could feel at tims reaction that he feel sorry for me. tears start running down my face. i wished the tears away and stared walking fast to the toilet.
i stayed there for at least 10 minutes to calm down and stop crying. i tried my best to look as if i haven't cry at all.  as i left the toilet i saw kells standing there.
"liz, everything good? we saw you with the two boys." he said. as he mentioned them i felt like i could cry again. he could see the tears in my eyes and walked up to me to embraced me. i couldn't hold my self together, i was sharking and started crying again. i felt so comfortable in his arms.
"do you like to find a quiet pace?" he asked me. i felt like passing out every moment so i nod. he let go of me and took me by my hand and started walking. with his other hand he typed something on his phone.
we arrived a beautiful sea and decided to sit in the grass.
"do you mind if i asked, what happened?" he spoke up quite.
"uhm - that's hard to tell-" i said.
"just try it i will listen" he said.
i was still sharking, but explained him everything in short. meanwhile he put his arm around my shoulder and sat near to me, i guess to calm me down and it worked. i didn't wanted to make a big deal out of the situation. it was my problem, not his.  "you serious slept on the ground?" he asked.
i wish i hadn't said that. i agreed.
"but now you have a bed right?  he looked at me.
"no, i asked for but they said they look tomorrow. its okay, it's one night, i got this" i tried to make not a big deal out of it but he didn't let go of it. he couldn't understand the behavior of my friends. he told me more about his beginning with the band. how everything started with slim, dub and ash and how later andre, baze and baze joined.
it was very interesting to get more to know from him, but my problems still stood in the foreground. we finally switched the topic. we talked more and enjoyed the view. again we forgot the time. kells got a phone call. it was ash and he had to go. we got up and went back. i apologized for everything and thanked him.
i went back to the container, my head hurt and i crawled in my sleep bag on the ground to get some rest.