summer experience // machine gun kelly

29.

at the party ash went to the man and the guys were surrounded by girls again. i went to the bar and saw chase with his friend. since the last party i dont want to be around his friends.
i walked out of the tent and met marc. we talked and he told me he has to introduce me to a few people. we went in and walked to a table with kellin quinn, Andy and other musicians. marc introduced me "hey guys this is liz, the girl i told you all from. she loves your music".
marc smiled at me "i though you will be happy to meet them".
"omg marc thats so lovely, but i met them yesterday" i laughed. we sat to them and talked.
later marc and i went to the bar. i wasn't sure if he flirted with me but i ignored it.
at the bar i could see the table with the guys. but all i could do was looking at kells. there was a girl on his lap again. it must be okay for me i thought, i have no right to be jealous.
as marc and i got our drinks, we went to the table that i could get my jacket.
kells stared at me. i asked baze where my jacket is and he gave me his instead (he thought it was his but it was kells).
outside with marc and his friends was it funny until i put my hand in the jacket pocket. in there were the two bags with drugs from this morning. i excused myself and went back to thy guys. tears stood in my eyes. as i walked to the table i saw the girl kissing kells. i laid the jacket next to him "that is yours" and left.
baze came after me "liz wait what happened with you?"
"nothing, we talk tomorrow, okay?" with that i ran to the sea.
later i saw a few missed calls on my phone.
baze called again and i picked up. he asked where i was. he was at the bungalow and i was not there. i told him, i am okay and that i am at the sea. i beg for time.
i was okay with the girl on kells lap (okay not really okay) but i was not okay with him lying at me.
suddenly i heard kells and baze voice.
"liz" they said.
"i beg you for giving me time, what are you doing here?"
"we wanted to check on you" baze said.
"im fine please give me some space, go back to the party and have fun" i told them.
baze stepped back but kells asked what happen to me.
"you really should know what happened" i screamed at him.
"you jealous because of the girl? damn liz she kissed me" he screamed back. i guess we both were pretty drunk.
"it is not because the girl. you can do whatever you want with her". i guess i hurt him with this words. i could see something in his eyes. he looked confused.
"you lied to me" i started crying "baze accidentally gave me your jacket. look whats in your pocket".
he put his hand in his pocked and his eyes were getting big.
"dont say anything, i dont want to hear a word" i said. it hurt me sm that he lied at me. i never requested and beg him to flushed them down.
he turned around and left with baze. i got a message from baze:

hey liz,
please text me when your at the bungalow. i just want to know you are save. if anything is you can ever come to me. 

Baze XX

later i went back and texted baze. i walked in my room, get dressed in my sleeping clothes and tried to sleep.