summer experience // machine gun kelly

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we looked at the timetable and kells found an other band he wanted to see but they were at an other stage. he picked me up and carried me to the stage. he let me down and we directly met people he knew. i love seeing him laughing so much. but i felt uncomfortable around these people. they were talking about party's and girls. i smiled and stood a bit behind them.
I heard them asking kells to come with them to a hot party. kells looked at me.
"you can go if you want" i smiled at him. and i was serious. i was okay if he would. he turned around "nah i cant. i already have my girl for tonight" he smirked and laid one arm around me. the others started to laugh. i looked at kells and whispered that i was truly okay if he wanna go. he looked away.
"alright if thats your choice for tonight. if not you have my number" one of them laughed and they left.
i felt like shit due their comments. the concert started but all i wanted was back to the bungalow or away from that stage and these people around me. but i didn't wanted to be a bitch. he looked my concert with me and i have to do him this favor.
he stepped behind me again and put his arms around me.
the gig was good and i loved feeling kells vibing to the music.
we left the stage and met the people again. they asked if kells still doesn't wanted to go with them.
we make our way back to the bungalow.
"im sorry, they can be assholes" kells spoke up.
"its okay" I smiled "but for real if you want to go, you can. you dont need to stay at my side because the knee. if you want fun, go".
"i already said i have my girl for the night. at least when you agree. and i really enjoy our time" he smiled at me.
at the bungalow we decided to order pizza. kells left for picking the order up and i started my way to the sea. we met there. kells laid down a blanket, two beer and the pizza.
we sat down and ate. i had the best time with him.
i laid down and placed my head on his leg. he stroked with his hands thru my hair and we talked.
he told me he wanna record an new album next year and i talked about my life plans after that festival. he inspired me so much that i never should give up my dreams.
he looked at his phone "kellin texted me. he wanna talk to me before we leave the day after tomorrow. he gave me the place where they are staying rn".
"if you want we can go there" i smiled.
"but i really like laying here with you alone" he looked down and placed a kiss in my nose tip.
kells answered him we are at the see near them and kellin answered that he would come over.
half an hour later kellin found us and sat next to us. we talked a bit.
then my phone rang. i said my friend shelly i would call her in a few minutes back. kells help me to get up. a few meters away i called her back. she said that she could borrow me some money but it was still not enough for a flight ticket and the way back home from the airport. i talked with her about my opinions, i still have left and we decided that i would try to ask my ex if he could pick me up from the airport. our relationship was toxic but he still would do almost everything for me. shelly said if he agrees, she would drive with him, that i am not alone with him in that car.
i went back and sat down next to kells and kellin again. they talked about some more projects together. kellin left back to the party as it got dark. i laid my head back on kells leg and looked in the sky.
kells wanted to know what shelly said but i told him we talk tomorrow, i just wanted to enjoy the moment.
we listened to music and kells sang along with it. it was beautiful.
i felt so comfortable that i felt asleep.
it was almost midnight as kells woke me up. we packed our thing together and decided to go back to the bungalow.
on our way we crossed the party tent and decided to make a little stop there. kells met some people he know but i saw no one i knew. we drank a beer with these people and kells said goodbye because he wanted to go.

the others weren't back yet. we had the bungalow for us alone.
he turned on some music. i started to get ready for the night.
kells gave me one of his huge shirts and helped me to take of my pants. he looked at me and bit his bottom lip. i excellently knew what he was thinking of. i laughed took my crutches and went to the bathroom. kells joined me and we bushed our teethes. i washed my face and creamed it. as i left the bathroom kells was dancing in the kitchen. i leant against the wall to watch him.
"dance with me" he laughed.
"i would but i cant. my knee hurts like a bitch".
he picked me up and swung me around. i couldn't jump thru the kitchen as he did, but i still had fun.
after an hour or so we went in my room.
"can i sleep here tonight?".
"of cause you can" i said while climbing in bed.
"today was a very good day" he smiled at me. he laid down next to me. i was incredibly tired. i crawled in his arm and felt asleep, what felt like a second later.