summer experience // machine gun kelly

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kells pov.
i disappeared after the conversation with slim. they all tried to call me but i only texted slim i was okay and come a few minute before the show. i sat at the sea with the bag of drugs in my hand.
i didn't wanted it. i was tiered of drugs, girls and party. something in my life needs to change.
i know liz dont want a famous person as her boyfriend. we already talked about it. she didn't really wanted to make out with me because of this. but she saw the person in me and that was what i love on her.
i acted the last days like an asshole. the first day with liz were super good. but since the day where she would have left us, i realized that the most good things that happened to me disappear every time. that changed my whole behavior around her.
i was that mess again. but she gave me the motivation to be a better me. i 'only' need to fight my demons.
today is the 7th festival day. i still had 6 days with her. i wanted to do my best to stop make the troubles between us.

i went to the stage and everyone was waiting of me. we started the concert and i gave my best. i looked at liz and saw her vibing to our music.
as the song lean you on began i sat down at the stage.  after the song i went off stage. i put a intro song as filler after it.
i could feel tears at my eyes. liz followed me. she looked at me and hugged me. i looked at her and placed my lips on hers. then i placed my forehead against hers.
"look, i now you dont want this because i am famous ans shit but i want you. please let us talk later" i said, kissed her again and run back on stage.

liz pov.
i helped ash with everything. it was hectic because kells changed the set list and disappeared. know one knows where he was and everyone was very worried.
i helped rook again and baze this time.
as we were finished we waited on kells. everyone was nervous asf.
kells came 5 minutes before the concert. they all spoke together but i stand aside. i though this all was to personal. the concert began and ash left the stage, she said she was busy.
they played the song where kells sat on the stage. it was different as the other songs. it was very emotional. after it he left the stage. i could feel something wasn't right.
i run after him. before i could say a word his soft lips met mine. he put our head together and told me, he want me and that he will talk later. he kissed me again and ran back on stage.
the rest of the concert were amazing. i could watch them for hours.