summer experience // machine gun kelly

48.

the festival was at a perfect place. there are a lot things to do and visit around it.
the beach party was at a private area at a hotel. seems like the festival organized it for the musicians.
we sat down to marc's friends.
"lets go play Beach-volleyball" one of his friends asked. we went to the place and started playing. it was funny until marc tackled me to the ground. i could feel the most painful arch in my knee.
"oh shit, liz. i'm sorry. it should have be funny i didn't wanted to hurt you" he said.
they helped me to a chair. one of his friends ran to the bar to get ice.
"i'm good, i stay here and you can go back to the game again" i said.
"sure?" marc looked concerned at me.
"yes sure" i just wanted to sit in quiet. i dont know what happened but i felt like total shit. i was overthinking everything.
they all were back in game. i tried to get up and hobbled to the bar.
on the way i met andy.
"of cause i will meet you again" i said. i was totally annoyed of everything. i didn't wanted to sound harsh "sorry i didn't wanted to sound rude its just-".
"you hurt your knee?".
"yees" i breathed out heavy.
"what do you want to do?".
"i want to the bar to get something to drink and i didn't wanted to interrupting the others" i said. i was tired, i felt like everyone needs to help me all the time cause i dont get my shit together.
"let me help you" andy said and picked me up.
"andy i can do that alone" i said.
"im sure you can, but it looks like every step hurts you".
he carried me to the bar, we got drinks.
"do you want back to the volleyball place?" he asked me.
"nah not really. im okay here i think. thank you for helping me" i smiled.
"you dont want to sit here alone, do you?" he looked in question at me "nah come to us".
before i could answer, he picked me up and carried me to their table.
a lot artists sat there. among others kellin, ben, jinxx where sitting there.
andy let me down and i took place on a chair. andy placed my leg on this lap.
"its better to keep it up" he said.  they all asked what happened, i explained it. we talked and they brought a laugh back in my face.
suddenly kellin screamed "yoo kells whats up?"
i heard the voices getting louder. i sat with my back to them.
it was kells and rook who stand behind me talking to kellin.
"yes liz told us she is staying with you here" kellin nod at me.
i looked up. i think kells and rook haven't noticed  me before.
"yes she is" he said.
"yoo sit to us" kellin said. they joined us.
rook sat next to me "omg liz what did you do?" he asked as he saw the ice on my knee.
i told him. i felt uncomfortable with kells around me. idk i was sad, it wasnt easy between us.
i looked to andy "i think i will go to the toilet".
"you need help?" he asked.
"nah, thank you, i can do this alone" he helped me putting down my leg from his lap.
"you come back?".
"ah, yes i think" i answered.
my knee hurt like a bitch and the sand ground wasn't a help.
"yoo liz you look pitiful. c'ome i help you" i heard rook. he picked me up piggyback "where do you wanna go?".
"rook please let me down. i just wanted to go away for a few minutes".
he started walking. "rook where do you go?".
"away like you said" he let me down at a quiet place.
"thank you" i said and sat down. i didnt thought i would meet the guys here.
"ROOK" i heard kells voice. he walked up to us "why you left with out telling me". he looked down and saw me sitting on the ground "ooh- you go to make an other dude beautiful eyes?" he looked at me and nod to rook "you are mad because the girls, then you do the same with my friends?".
"ahyo kells what?" rook said.
"im not mad and i do not!" i looked at him. rook stood aside. guess he didn't understood what was going on but i clearly knew what kells meant.
"ah but spending the whole time with andy?".
"you said thats okay. you know him! i-".
"but i never thought of you being a bitch" he said.
"wtf kells. i can do whatever i want and even i would flirt with him, what i dont do, it still would be not your problem".
"you telling me you dont want to be seen with me in public because of what people think of you. but your leg on his lap is okay?" kells was mad.
"kells chill she is hurt" rook spoke up. but kells and my eyes were still looked.
"jfc you both really need a room" rook said rolling his eyes. we both looked shocked at him.
"your fights are always because you both are jealous and insecure asf. i understand liz side of not wanting to be seen in public with you but liz chill every musicians has relationship with fans or so. we all respect each other privacy. as long there are no fans, reporters or something you dont need to be shy" rook said and he go on. i think he spoke everything out what he was thinking. he mentioned that the others would see it the same way. as he was finished, he left with the sentence we should think about his words.