summer experience // machine gun kelly

17.

my music stopped. i looked at my phone. someone is calling me. i picked up.
"hey liz, how is the hotel room?" baze asked.
"oh hey, uhm- i'm not there rn" i answered. i didn't want to say that i have no place to stay for the night till yet.
"slim told us you have an expensive wellness hotel room and you are not there?" he laughed.
"well i forgot to call and the room was already booked as i called there" i said after i had bad chances to hide it for him since he asked a lot of questions.
"oh shit what are you doing now?" he asked.
"i'm in a bar rn. i hope i can stay here at least half of the night" i explained my plan. we talked a bit and then hung up. it was nice of baze for checking on me but i was glad we ended the call. i didn't wanted to make my problem more their problem.

later in the night around 11 p.m. baze and ash walked in the bar and came to me. i put my headphones out "what you are doing her?" i asked confused to see them.
"okay liz listen. we may have a plan. if you sign the paper that you work for us, ash can try to get a pass for you because you are in our team then." baze explained.
"we spoke to a few organizers from this festival and this is a way to get you back at the festival." ash said. this was to much to take from them but i dont want to spend the night on the street. it wasn't easy but i said yes. i was so incredibly thankful and i didn't know why i deserve this.

we edit all the papers and walked back to the festival area. the plan truly worked out. we arrived the bungalow around 00.30 a.m. "omg i am so thankful" i said to them.
ash told me everyone else is doing party and she tries to call andre that i get his room, but in the meantime i can put my bag in her room.

we sat outside and talked. i went to the toilet and as i came back, the others came back too. they were drunk and with them were some girls. i looked around and saw on kells his lap a girl. it hurts to see this but i had no reason to be jealous or something. we just met, had a good time and we're something like friends. not more i said to my self.
andre came to me and told me i can have his room, we walked in and he showed me which one was his. we put my bag in this room and i  thanked him.
in this time i heard slim screaming "what liz is here, where is she". andre laughed "you should go out and say hello".   "yeah i should" i laughed but seriously i didn't want to go out to see them with the girls.
we walked out and i walked next to baze.
"i'm sorry we should have told you that it is mostly everyday like this. party, drinking and girls" he looked down to me. he and i were the only one sober since ash went to bed.
"oh its okay" i smiled at him but he looked concerned.

"yooo there is liz" rook screamed.
slim walked up to me "nice to see you here liz" we talked a few seconds. i could feel kells had noticed me to but the girl on him kept him busy.
"its time to go to bed now" baze said.
"bed sounds good" i agreed and we went inside. i went to the bathroom. while i washed my face there was a knock on the door. "moment" i screamed.
as i opened the door baze stand there. "uhm come in i wanted to brush my teeth" he joined me and we brushed our teeth. as we where finished he looked at me "everything good? today was stressful for you i guess."
"yes, today was shit but i am happy i dont have to spent the night on the street" i smiled. he asked me if i was okay with seeing kells drunk with a girl. he noticed that we were close to each other before. we ended up sitting in the empty bathtub smoking a j. what should i tell him, yes it hurts seeing kells with a girl but nothing happened between us so, yes it was okay for me. he told me how calm kells was when i was around and that they were really worried about him before the festival.
suddenly rook came in, run to the toilet and throw up. slim, kells and two girls stand at the door laughing.
"well that's my sign to go to bed" i said to baze. he hugged me tight and wished me a good night. i climbed out of the bathtub and god i was so high. i went to the door and ask them to let me leave the room.
the girls looked very shitty at me but stepped aside. kells looked at me "can i?" i asked and tried to symbolized with my hands that i want to leave. he stepped aside.
i went to my room and sat on the bed. i breathed in and out and picked my sleep clothes out of my bag. dressed and went to sleep.