summer experience // machine gun kelly

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kells, slim and dub sat outside as i arrived. after marc said goodbye. i sat with a big smile next to kells.
"ya had a good night?" dub asked. he was super high, same as slim and kells.
"yes i had. it was super great" i smiles.
dub smiled at me and took a drag of the j in his hands.
"good to hear liz, good to hear" slim spoke up.
i looked at kells but he didn't looked back. pls tell me he was not mad at me for going with marc to the party. i didnt wanted drama after that incredible night.
"hey look at me" i turned more to kells and whispered.
he didnt looked at me.
"alright i go to bed now" i stood up.
"alright liz tell us more tomorrow" slim said.
slim and dub wished me good night and kells ignore me.
i took my sleeping clothes and went to the bathroom. i took a shower, creamed my body, brushed my teeth.
on the way to my room i ran into kells. seems like he was on the way to the toilet. his pupils were huge and his eyes red. he wanted to walk pass me but i stopped him.
"kells look at me" i said. with my hand on his chest.
"nah i need to piss" he said avoiding to look at me. i took his face in my hands and looked at him.
"did you took drugs?" i asked.
"nah i just smoked" he responded.
"but your pupils" i looked at him doubtful.
"its okay when but we said true honesty".
"yah i snorted a line" he looked really annoyed and he still didnt looked at me.
"okay, yeah uhm dont want to annoy you" i said and stepped aside.
"liz. i-".
"good night kells" i interrupted and walked in my room.
i wasn't mad at him, not at all. i was sad that he wasn't open and choose to ignore me instead of telling me the truth. he is a grown ass man and can do what ever he want. but i didnt wanted to talk to him like that, i didn't wanted to provoke a fight.

the next day i was super tired. i chose to stand up later.
as i walked out they all were siting outside with breakfast.
"good morning" i greet them with a smile. they greet back.
there was a free place for me next to kells. i sat down and took a cup with coffee.
"sorry liz. as i wanted to wake you up. you were asleep that deep that we decided to let you get some rest"  baze spoke up.
"oh yes that was totally okay. thank you" i smiled at him.
i could feel kells looking at me but i took a cereal bowl and put cereal and milk in.
ash asked me how the party was. i told her a bit from my night. she smiled and told me how happy she was for me. she told me that she met that man yesterday again.
suddenly i could feel a hand in my thigh. i was okay with his hand here but i was deep in conversation with ash and eating that i choose to ignore it.
dub joined our conversation. he said that andre and baze stayed at home last night and he, slim, kells and rook went to a party.
i didnt liked the thought of kells at a party with all the girls around him trying to get on his dick but i tried my best to trusted him.
ash switched the topic and told us all the plan for today "today we have an autograph session, then an interview and this evening we are hosting a party near the campsite B2 for fans and everyone".

i said ash that i go inside to get ready. i took kells hand off my thigh, took my bowl and stood up. kells looked full concerned at me but he didnt spoke to me at the table, he also didnt tried to.
in the bathroom ash joined me. we put face masks on and went to her room to find an outfit. she told me that she probably meet that man later again. i asked whats up with them. she explained me that he kinda is a business man and primarily she tried to learn more about his job because she was thinking of start studying the same as he did. but i shouldn't tell the others.
we chose her an outfit and i choose my blue jeans with a white rise against shirt i bought here on.
ash told the others that her and i go to the place where the autograph session is to get everything ready for them.