"Dear Jessie,
I'm sorry. Sorry for everything. I'm sorry for how this is turning out and sorry for who I'm turning into. It wasn't supposed to end like this. It wasn't supposed to end at all. I know that you know I can't sit around here like nothing happened. And I know that you know how much this effects me everyday. So you'll know that I can't sit around here anymore and wait for him to come bounding through that door. I can't sit here and take in all the little pieces I see around me that remind me of him so much. I can't sit here and watch you pretend to be happy all of the time. I can't do it Jess. I can't watch you try and stitch me up like a little puppet because my gap is too gaping. I can't watch you grow hopeless as you discover there is nothing more you can do to help me.
I have to leave. I don't know where I'm going or what I'm going to do but please just know that you will be with me every step of the way. Jessica, a lot has changed over the past 3 months but my love for you has not. I still love you as much as I ever did. You are the first person I think about when I wake up in the morning and the last I think about at night. You have been since that stupid freaking day in that stupid freaking bar. Don't try and find me baby. For I am lost. And please don't be sad because you have gave me an amazing year of happiness and for you that should never have to end.
Darling, I'm so sorry.
Love, Rowan. X"
THE END.
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That's Ma Name (Edited)
FanfictionRowan leaves her family and friends behind in her little home town in Ireland to study for a better life in London. As she meets new people and discovers new things she is beginning to feel very happy and content in her life. As the day she prepared...
