The Long Lost Mafia Princess

Book 2 chapter 46

I look anywhere but at him, of course he doesn't like that and makes me look at him.

I feel tears well up in my eyes while he gives me a comforting smile.

"Hey, don't cry. What's wrong? Didn't you like it? You should've stopped me-" he says panicking.

"No, no Roman. I did like it, like really like it but I don't know-..I'm just a little scared" I tell him honestly while cutting his panicking off.

"What're you so scared of?" He asks while picking me up and helping me under the covers.

He lies on his side while pulling me against his chest, cuddling us in together.

"You leaving" I say honestly as I snuggle further into him.

"I'm not leaving you Val. Why would you even think that?" He asks clearly upset by my assumptions but he strokes my back.

"People always left me in the past, I was just worried that-...that by us doing this, you would want to leave because of all kinds different reasons." I tell him, pulling myself closer to him, seeking comfort.

"I'm not you past Val, I'm your present and future. I need you to understand that I'd never leave you for some stupid reason. Val-...Val I love you and I know you're scared and anxious because of that heavy experience we just had but you-...you just can't think like that." He says while looking me in the eyes.

Tears form in mine again before I literally climb on top of him, bury my face in his neck and hug him like that.

"I love you too Roman" I say in his ear, whispering.

I could probably see his smile from miles away. 

He wraps his arms around my waist tighter and kisses my neck once more while he says, "Valentina, my beautiful, sexy, smart, intelligent little girlfriend, I love you" he smiles against my skin.

"Now can we talk about the fact that you had your first orgasm through your nipples" he asks/states.

I feel a blush rise to my cheeks once more.

"It felt really really good, like I never want it to end kind of good." I tell him while holding him close.

"That's good" Roman smiles, "is that a 'more in the future' kind of good or not?" He than gently asks.

"More" I say, looking as red as a tomato.

His smile widens as he nods his head while humming. 

My legs still slightly quiver, Roman just grabs one of my thighs and holds it while here too drawing some circles on it.

Soon my eyes start to get heavy and I let sleep take over.

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I wake up in Roman's arms and don't want to let go.

It's Friday so I know I have to get up today to go to school, but I just really want to lay down next to Roman for the rest of the day to be honest.

I look up to see Roman's face, he's still sleeping, his hair messy.

A smile makes its way on my face as I look at him.