The Long Lost Mafia Princess

Chapter 34

Hey everyone,

First of all I want to apologise for not uploading.

School just started and it was pretty difficult to change everything.

I'll try to upload every day from now on again, but I'm not sure if I will be able to upload everyday so sorry for that.

But enjoy the chapter.

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Valentina's POV.

It was now a few days later since the incident happened and everything has been going good.

I have been getting closer to the whole family, it's like I've now them for my whole life.

School is starting in about 2 and half a week now which I'm not excited about.

I love learning new stuff don't get me wrong, but the people in school and I.....were never really the best match you can say.

But like I've said before, new start.

New start.

I need to remember that.

Everyone was now having their last day of school before winter break which is exciting.

Now I am just doing some stuff for school because it's actually fun....don't ask me why.

Learning is fun...school is just not.

I don't know my IQ, I've never had it got tested so I wouldn't know what it is, but I like to think it's high.

Don't tell anyone, but now that I have a laptop, I learned hacking online.

When the others are at school and work I try to hack into stuff, just to see if I can do it.

It's really fun actually.

The others should be home in about 10 minutes so I decided to go downstairs.

Before I go though, I change in some different clothes.

while changing clothes, I still don't look at my body.

I haven't cut in a few days which is getting harder and harder not to do.

I constantly think about ways or things to hurt myself which is not good.  

I see a sharp object and the first thing in my mind is to roll up my sleeve and slide it across my skin.

My wounds are getting better, that also means that they don't really hurt.

And-....and I hate that I can't feel the pain anymore.

I need to feel some pain and now I don't and I-I don't like it.

I hear the door open downstairs so I decided to go downstairs.

I run down until I was met with the others who came home from school.

I run into the first arms I saw which happened to be Lorenzo's.

Most of my brothers and cousins are already in college.

"I missed you guys" I mumbled in Lorenzo's arms.

Many "I missed you too" were heard.

I gave everyone a hug and then walked to the living room.

I started watching some TikTok on the couch.

After a couple of minutes Blake and the twins came in the room, in a change of clothes.

We all watched tv and I cuddled into Xander's arms.