"Jay," I moaned loudly.
I grabbed the sheets and tangled them into my fist. Sighing deeply, I dropped my face into the pillow. It was the only thing muffling the moans I was no longer holding back.
His strong arms pushed me deeper into the bed, pounding into me relentlessly.
The mixture of love and hate was an intoxicating combination. Especially the sex. It was rough yet loving.
"Oh god." He grunted.
The sound sent me into a fit. Every noise he makes pushes me further to the edge. His moan is something that could take your virginity alone.
"Fuck, Jay. Faster please." I begged in between pants.
His slender fingers glided up my back. He got a handful of my hair, and pulled me up against his torso roughly. I groaned in pain, but it was soon replaced with a cry of ecstasy.
"We need to work on your begging. I love begging." He growled, pushing me back into the bed.
I tried to talk to him, in any attempt to pull that desperate noise out of him again. But all I could focus on was him buried deep inside me.
The room was filled with our heavy breathing and the sound of thighs slapping. A restricted moan escaped his throat, as he stalled inside me. Soon after, I was reaching my high.
He pulled out and fell back onto the bed. That was by far, the best sex I've had in my entire life. Make up sex is always the best. But this- this was mind blowing.
"I love you so much." He said, leaning over and kissing me.
"I love you too. Now we have to take another shower." I said, pushing him back reluctantly.
"After breakfast. I have a surprise." He smiled suspiciously.
That's something he's good at. Suspension.
"You go take a shower. I'll have it ready by the time you're out." He kissed me on the cheek, pulled on his pants, and ran towards the kitchen.
I rolled off the bed and made my way to the bathroom.
We began dating around a week ago. It was the best decision of my life. We're more stable than we've ever been.
He does all the small cute things. Those that make you wonder what you did to deserve someone like that. As for me, I definitely don't deserve it.
I washed up, and got out. He had already set out some pajamas for me. It made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside. Just the fact that he tries so hard for me. Sam says we act like a couple that's been married for years.
The pajamas were fuzzy and purple. They were brand new. I pulled the pants on, and relished in the soft and warm material. The shirt was just a black t-shirt, that surprisingly went well with it. Well, black does go with everything.
I stepped out of the bathroom, and was immediately hit with the scent of pancakes. Oh my god I'm going to marry this man.
He was standing shirtless in front of the oven. It was a sight I could get used to seeing.
"Pancakes?" I questioned, wrapping my arms around his waist.
"Yup." He said simply, kissing my nose.
I sat down at the table, as he slid a plate in front of me. There was pancakes, eggs, and bacon.
"Looking to get laid again?" I joked.
He chuckled and sat down in front of me. "Nah, just replacing missed time."
Somehow, the statement didn't bother me as much as it should've. But that was the last we said on the subject. We ate in silence, before migrating to the couch.
I'm guessing today is just going to be a lazy day. Not that I mind any. If it wasn't for touring, I'd do this every day.
Jay flicked on Netflix, and started on some new series. It wasn't too bad. There's only a few shows I can watch, and Jay knows exactly which one's I like.
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We watched Netflix for ages. In no time, the sun was setting outside. It felt like a waste of a day just staying inside, but if I was spending it with Jay, I was okay.
Right now we're sitting in a tub full of bubbles. I enjoyed this. There was nothing sexual about it. Just two people relaxing together.
My head rested on his chest. Ot was a comfortable position. His hands traced shapes into my back. Every time he'd come back up, he'd run over a spot that'd send shivers down my spine.
"Thank you." I said, breaking the comfortable silence.
"For what?"
"Everything. Today was great."
He chuckled a bit, and kissed the top of my head. I let out a sigh of content.
I've never felt more at home than I do now.
