Lately, we've been amazing. Jay and I have grown closer, not like we weren't in the first place.
Today, Sam and Vic, Andy and Adia and Ren and Logan were meeting us at the beach. Its been a while since we've all hung out together, and to be honest, I'm ready to get outside. Being cooped up doesn't sit well with me.
I'm ready to tour again. But my manager says we can't until I have the baby. Something about legal stuff.
"Babe, get the bag." Jay shouted from down stairs.
I threw my drawstring bag over my shoulders, and hurried towards the car. We're already running late, and I know Jay hates it. I can't say anything, I hate it too.
We jumped in the car and sped towards the coast. It was about ten minutes before we reached beach parking.
Sam's car was here, alongside Andy's. Ren wasn't here yet. But we all know she's good at running late.
Jay and I walked down to the shore hand in hand. It was something he'd grown fond of these past few weeks. I'm not complaining. Personally, I love it. The small cute moments are to die for.
"Lexi, you're late!" Sam called across the beach.
They had a small grill up and a folding table. Thank god, I hate the gallons of sand you'd get out of every crevice in your body after sitting on the ground.
"So is Ren." I said, once we reached the table.
"Isn't she always?" We laughed.
Jay set the bag down, and pulled me into his lap. He's been really affectionate. I love it.
"Where's Adia?" I asked.
She mumbled something around her food, but I didn't understand it. She rolled her eyes and pointed towards the water.
I saw a mop of black hair, and Adia's half nude body. She's wearing a two piece- that's new.
"Let's go swim." Jay said, close to my ear.
I nodded and stripped of my outer clothing.
"That's kinda hot." He said seductively.
He's so not going to last nine months. But who said the only pleasure we can have is sex? I make my own rules.
We ran into the cool and deep blue water. Sand squished up in between my toes, like some sort of massage.
Jay drug me out deeper, almost to the point of not touching. I've always been bad at swimming, and I think he noticed the fear written on my face. He picked me up effortlessly, and I wrapped my legs around his waist.
"You're beautiful, you know that right?" He questioned.
A blush spread across my face. There's never a dull moment with this boy. He lifted my head up gently, smirking as he did so.
"What?" I shifted under his gaze.
He shook his head, the smirk still playing on his face.
"Come on you love birds, it's time to eat!" Ren called from the shoreline.
When did she get here?
We got out of the water, and sat down to eat. There were hotdogs, hamburgers, and a salad for me. I've been trying to suppress the meat cravings. It's disgusting.
"Eat a hotdog for a change." Jay said, trowing the mystery meat stick into my salad. God only knows that those things are made of.
"I can eat your hotdog later." Wow, that's the worst pick up line I've probably said since my freshman year.
He chuckled and pulled me in for a kiss. I was quick and happy to oblige.
"Hey, not at the table." Logan said.
Jay flicked him off, and deepened the kiss. I dropped my fork and wrapped my arms around his neck. He groped my ass, pulling me into his lap. My legs were on either side of his thighs.
His tongue slid across my bottom lip, asking for an entrance. Again, I was more than happy to allow it.
Sam cleared her throat.
"I now see why you're pregnant." Adia said with a laugh.
How can you blame me? He's hard to resist.
"Jay, you had something to say?" Logan said, giving him a knowing look.
He looked confused, but the look was soon replaced with recognition.
Sam passed over a paper bag to Jay. He stood up, pulling me up with him. Confusion swept over me.
"Alex" He started, grabbing my hands and gazing at me lovingly. "You're beautiful. Everyday, I fall for you more and more. For a while, we weren't together. But I want you to know that that was the most awful two years of my life."
He dropped down to one knee, tying my stomach in knots.
"I don't ever want to leave you again, so I'm asking you now if you'll stay forever with me. Will you marry me?" He gave me a hopeful smile.
At that moment, no one else was there. None of the girls were here. It was just Jay and I on that beach. I guess that's what happiness does to you. You forget about everything else.
"Yes." I nodded, tears building up in my eyes. "I will."
He bolted upright, bringing me with him. I laughed as tears cascaded down my face. After a twirl, he set me down and kissed me passionately.
"I love you so much." He whispered, pulling away.
"I love you too."
