If Kisses Should Win

Part seventeen

Disclaimer!!! There is some slight mature content in this chapter. Enjoy reading!
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Elliot and I laid in bed just enjoying each other company. Neither him nor I talked. We just laid there him rubbing my back as I was curled up to his side with my head on his chest.
My eyelids were droopy and I could feel myself falling asleep. Elliot must have assumed I was asleep because he began to speak.
"I know you are asleep but I can't bring myself to say this to you when you are awake."
Silence. I didn't dare to move.
"I'm scared. I'm really scared about this whole thing. I'm scared of being a dad."
Wasn't he already a dad? To that little girl in the photo with that women.
"I know you know...about the accident."
My breath hitched. What? He knew? How long has he known?!
I sat up. I looked him in the eyes. I was about to speak when he cut me off.
"I know you know. But I want to tell you that my previous marriage wasn't real. I loved her...I did but not in the way most would think. She was my best friend since childhood. We grew up together. Our parents eventually forced us to marry. That child...I loved that child but...she wasn't mine."
This time before he could speak more I talked before him.
"Wait...what?! First you know I know?!"
He nodded.
"Did you know I was awake?"
"Not at first but then I realized."
"My best friend, Joesett, had gotten pregnant by a dud of a man. He was useless. He wanted no part in her or the child's lives so...I stepped in and pretended that the baby was mine. I loved the little girl so much yet for some reason I couldn't love her as much as I wanted to. I raised her. I am her dad but I struggled. It was even harder when her biological dad tried to come back. He tried to ruin our lives taking us to court and everything. He eventually got visitation rights to her and started to tell her lies about me. He turned her against me. She grew up hating me. When we got in that accident and they both died...she died not knowing the real truth..."
At this point Elliot had tears streaming down his face. I cupped his cheeks in my hands wiping the tears away. I even started to tear up.
"That's...awful...just absolutely awful. I am so sorry you had to go through that Elliot."
I touched our foreheads together. He held onto hands that were still on his face.
"And I...understand if it is hard to be with me and the baby. I...I can leave for awhile. I mean...I know it will be very difficult for you when I actually have the baby..."
Elliot shook his head viciously.
"NO! Absolutely not! I need you Dex. Ok? I really need you here with me. I mean I asked you out today!"
I laughed a little.
"I need you Dex. Please don't leave me..."
"I promise."
I placed a kiss on his lips. I pulled away looking at him. I yelped as Elliot basically picked me up placing me on his lap. My legs were stadeling his hips with my hands holding onto his shoulders for support.
"What are you doing?"
Elliot gave me a look. Not a questioning look. Not an angry look. A "I'm going to eat you" look.
He pulled my head down into a hot passionate kiss. His tongue licked at my lips. I opened my mouth slightly letting him devoure my lips.
He pulled the shoulder down on my baggy sweater I was wearing trailing kisses down my jaw the neck then to my collarbone. He bit and sucked in a couple different placing getting a few small moans out of me.
"Elliot..."
I breathed out.
"Yes? Tell me what you want Dex."
He left more hickeys on my neck going back up to my ear nibbling on the shell.
"Uh- I..."
I could barely get anything out.
"Use your words love."
Damnit! Pet names?! We are using pet names now?! I should be mad but it's hot..
I grinded my bottom half against his. He cursed and captured my lips back in his. He pulled my sweater over my head. He trailed kisses down my chest teasing my nipples as he went.
"Ahh"
He stopped when he got to my bump. He replaced the half sloppy kisses for soft and refined ones.
Peck!
Peck!
Peck!
He placed the small kisses all around the bump. I laughed at him.
"Can we?"
I looked at him questioning.
"I mean, can we do it even though you are further along in your pregnancy? Is it safe?"
I shook my head bringing Elliot's head up to me. I gave him another kiss.
"It's fine."
He nodded and continued. He ran his hand down my back and into the waistband of the shorts I was wearing. He groped my ass as he kissed me. I moaned into the kiss.
Slip!
Without warning he slipped a finger in. I let out a gasp breaking off the kiss. Another finger.
"AHH-"
It hurt but it felt so good.
"Does it hurt?"
"A little bit but it feels...Oh fuck...keep going...please."
Elliot nodded his head a smirk spreading across his face.
"Gladly."
He pushed me down off his lap. Now I laid on the bed with my back against the mattress. Elliot basically ripped off my shorts.
Push!
Ahhh- god...fuck..."
Elliot pushed inside. It hurts. I felt tears spring at my eyes.
"Do you wanna stop?"
I shook my head no.
"It's just been a while. Keep going."
Elliot nodded and pulled out slightly then thrusted back in. My back arched.
Elliot continued to thrust in and out. My back arched even more my toes curling and my hands fisting the sheets. Elliot and I reached out highs at the same time. Elliot fell onto the bed beside me.
Our breathing was heavy and we were covered in sweat. I could tell we were both smiling. I turned my head to Elliot seeing one of his big goofy smiles. I love those smiles.
I reached out touching his face.
"I think...I love you."
I said it without even realizing it. Elliot's eyes widened. Shit shit shit shit. Why did I have to say that?!
I covered my face with my hands by cheeks burning red. I heard moving around to scared to look. Hes probably leaving. Fuck! Why did I say that?!
"Move your hands Dex."
I spread out my fingers looking through the cracks. Elliot pulled my hands away from my face.
"I think...I love you too."

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HALEOSNEIENSISN!!!! They finally confessed!!! I actually really like this chapter. ANYWAYS BYE FOR NOW!!!!!