If Kisses Should Win

Part four

I started slow, moving my hips back and forth. I gradually moved faster as I got used to him. I placed my hands on his chest helping myself keep steady. He grabbed my hips slamming me down hard.
"AHH-"
My moan was cut off by him grabbing the back of my neck yanking me down into a kiss. He slammed into me a few more times before we both came. I fell limp on his chest, my chest heaving. I have to tell him. Now, I have to do it now.
"Hey..." my voice trailed off. How do I even say this?! This isn't just a small thing. I'm PREGNANT. With this assholes CHILD.
"What?" He turned his head towards me. I looked him in the eyes sighing. Shit. Just say it and get it over with.
"Uh...I'm..." GOD JUST SAY IT!
"Are you alright?"
"Pregnant...I'm pregnant." I said it . I finally said it. I looked at him, his eyes widening then his brow furrowed.
"Are you sure it's mine?" Who does this asshat think he is?!
"Yes...I'm 2 months along so that would be around the same time we started to see each other."
He didn't say anything. He just sat there and staring into nothingness.
"I think you should go." He finally spoke. I wasn't expecting that. In all honesty what was I really expecting. For him to take responsibility? For him to be a father? For us to date? It was just wishful thinking.
I gathered my things getting dressed. I opened the door looking back. He sat on the couch is hand covering his mouth and his brow furrowed. I sighed and left.
I left the building and finally noticed the soft snowfall that was starting. I always loved the snow. It meant that Christmas was coming. Christmas was the one time a year that I could see my mother and father being somewhat happy. A tear fell down my cheek. I was supposed to start college in a few months. I was supposed to get my life figured out before I had a kid or a partner. A sob escaped my lips. I knew that if I still wanted to do all of those things I would have to get rid of the baby. Can I do that? I don't know if I am strong enough for that. I fell onto the bench a couple steps away from the door of his building. The tears fell faster and faster. I couldn't control it. I struggled to breath feeling an attack coming.

Just like always my knight in shining armor cams right in time. Tyler's car stopped abruptly right in front of me. He ran up to me placing his hands on my face.
"Hey! Look at me. It's ok...it's alright."
He shushed me calmly as he pulled me into his chest stroking my hair. He picked me up and put me in the passenger seat of the car. Where was Cate?
"Cate went home thinking you might have went there after you ran out."
Bastard. Almost like he can read my mind. I clung onto his arm as he drove.
"Do you want to go home or go to mine?" He asked glancing over at me.
"Mine...please." He nodded and started the way to my apartment. We drove in silence. He continued to let me cling to him. He released small amounts of his pheromones knowing that they helped me calm down. Tyler was to good to be around me. Sure I acted like I had everything planned out but I'm reality I was a mess.
I had no idea what to do. What do I do with this baby? Would Tyler and Cate help me raise it if I kept it? I laid my head down on his arm drifting off into a light sleep.
"Dex....wake up, we are here." I nuzzled into his arm. He chuckled and got out of the car. I whined at the loss of the heat. He came around to my side picking me up. He carried me into the building and to my apartment.
He placed me on the ground. "Come on...wakey wakey." I woke up more and noticed that there was a very strong smell.
"Hey...idiot stop releasing pheromones, you're gonna make me go into heat." I covered me nose and backed up.
"What? Sorry I didn't even realize."
Tyler walked towards me. He kept releasing more and more.
"What are you doing?!" I waved my free hand at him shooing him away.
"Hey hey hey....I know my pheromones make you feel better." He continued moving towards me.
"Not like this! Only his SMALL amounts!!" I raised my voice my back hitting the wall. The smell slowly started to go away. My face felt hot and my breathing was heavy. Idiot!!
"YOU ASSHAT!! GET OUT!" He triggered my heat. That dumbass!
"Dude I'm sorry!" My reached out to me. My vision went blurry and all I could make out was the shape of Tyler and the earthy smell that radiated from him.
I lunged towards him wrapping my hands around his neck. Then I did something that I hate myself for. Something that I will hate myself for the rest of my life. I kissed him.