I've always been a shy person. Like my whole life. But as the years went on and there was more pressure and friends weren't as easy to find, it got worse.
In grade 2, I had lots of friends, several of them were guys- my best friend was a guy actually.
I'm not really friends with guys anymore.
Then in grade 3 we went on a sabbatical somewhere else. I got 2 best friends there (girls- and they were the last BFFs I've ever had) and I was really happy but then I had to go back to my old school after that year.
In many ways I was excited- I would see my old friends again!
But...I had missed the previous year, and while all their friendships had gotten tighter and they had many memories and jokes from the previous year, I wasn't part of any of it.
I had friends but...it never got as close as before. And so I was basically the wallflower. And I think this is like what started everything...this is what got me how I am.
My parents knew I was shy and kept saying how I need to make friends and get out there and talk to people but it's NOT THAT EASY! They kept getting worse..which didn't help me at all...
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RandomBasically this is about my life. I'm making it anonymous so people I know in real life don't know it's me. You can call me Maddison for now.
