So..I haven't updated in a while. Not like anyone cares lol. I've been..ok.
Well, in a lot of ways, great. I love it here, and I'm so grateful we got to visit again. The town in in is beautiful and I love it so much. And I'm glad I can see my family:)
I've gotten more negative about myself again tho;(
I thought I was better I really did and now idk
I've learned (I already knew this but like personally I understand way better now) that live is the greatest gift anyone can give you. If they give U something from the heart it's way more valuable than any amount of money.
I went shopping with my aunt for my birthday a couple weeks ago, and the actual experience was way better than the gifts. She was so nice to me and it was one of the only times I actually had fun shoppingXD. And after I hugged her really hard for a long time which i really needed...
When she looks at me (I think) I see love in her eyes..which I don't think I've ever seen directed at me before. And she treats me like I matter which means a lot.
Then the BEST thing someone did for me for my bday was Kylie wrote a poem for me and it was soooo sweet nobody's ever done anything like that for me.
Yeah...but..life isn't always that great..
It's like at my bday everyone is sorta nice and notices me and then it goes back to me being nothing and seeming as if I don't matter.
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Me
DiversosBasically this is about my life. I'm making it anonymous so people I know in real life don't know it's me. You can call me Maddison for now.
