Me

Words

I'm just gonna make a list of the hurtful stuff people have said to me (most of it by my parents- and of that my dad)
-'messed up'
-'mean'
-'bitch'
-'useless'
-'fat'
-'sick'
-'idiot'
-'bad friend'
-'annoying'
-'worthless'
-'stupid'
-'ugly'
-'selfish'
-'antisocial'
-'grumpy'
-'everyone will leave you'
-'you could've done better'
-'you have no friends'
-'you can't do anything right/properly'
-'you eat too much especially sugar you are gonna get/ you are getting fat'
-'you must have some kind of sickness, you can't do anything right'
-'nobody will like you if you are like this'
-'you have a bad attitude/personality; they need to change'
-'you have a big/fat stomach'
-'something is wrong with you'
-'you will never get anywhere in life if you stay the way you are'
-'you can't do anything'
-'you don't accept people for who they are'
-'your friends probably secretly hate you and find you annoying, they just have to put up with you'
-'you are a loser with problems'
-'you want everybody to do as you wish and be your slave you don't care about anyone'
-'I wish you belonged to a different family'
And btw my parents speak a different language so some of this I translated to English; they also called me this word which basically means 'doesn't understand much, slow, stupid, idiot, etc'
The friends' comments hurt me a lot, as did the one that said I don't accept people that really got to me cuz I know what it's like to not feel accepted so I try so hard to not judge and care about everyone so when people tell my I don't it really hurts...and I already talked about my dad calling me selfish last chapter..