Me

Hate

I hate how my parents always assume everything about me, when really, do they even know me at all?
They're always being all like, oh if you do this at home that means you are like this with your friends (ex: rude, annoying, mean, etc) but I'm not at least I try really hard not to be. It's just my parents seem to do everything just to annoy me and I'm a REALLYYY sensitive person. I get hurt really easily and I cry over stupid things. Sometimes even while I am crying I will tell myself, this is stupid it's not worth crying over (ex: not being allowed dessert or to go on my iPod) but even as I tell myself that at the moment it upsets me so I can't stop..and then my parents say I overreact and it's stupid and stuff....I'm sorry.
Last night my mom was like ok U get 15min less on your iPod today since U lied to me yesterday (I didn't I said my iPod was in my room which it was but then I put it in my jeans and left the room and she went in and it wasn't in the room so she got mad and said I lied...but then I came back and took it out and I was in room...;)) anyway so I was like what U never said that! and she was like stop lying U keep lying but I actually didn't hear her say that...so I was a bit upset but I protested once but then I left to get over it in my room but she came and gave me a lecture about how if someone hurts me or does something I don't like I will get mad and automatically hate them..but...that's not true😟. Yes I will be hurt since I'm a sensitive person, but I just need a few minutes by myself to calm myself down and get over it. Then I'll be fine.
And like..I can't hate anybody. I just can't. Everyone has feelings, everyone has a reason for what they did, everyone has a heart and needs love.
Like, Kylie has an abusive mother and while in a way I hate her for hurting Nadine I also can't completely hate her because she's human and she has her own problems in life...so maybe I can hate people but not completely..
One time I said I don't hate anyone and my dad was just like, that's bad U should hate people and I'm like wtf?! Why should I hate people?! What the heck. I don't think that's a lesson that should be taught I don't think people should be hated.
Anyway...then my mom was all like, oh now u r gonna go on Pinterest and post everywhere how U have an awful mother! And I'm like wtf?! No! No I'm not that's not what I do. I wouldn't do that. Wtf. I mean yes she hurts me a lot and it seems like everything my parents do is against me but I mean she's nice sometimes too and in general if she's a pretty good mum other than being a bit too strict in my opinion...