Torn / Kylo|Ben x Reader

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Warning: sexual content where everyone is drunk. I know sometimes people can be negatively impacted by that kinda stuff.

Buckle up kiddos.

We're going to Paris.

"Fuck, Ben. It's too tight."

"Hold still."

"Ben, it hurts."

"I'm nearly there, Baby."

Another tug and Ben finally managed to zip the back of your dress. You were hoping you could wear it for the party, but considering you couldn't breathe, you didn't think it was going to be a good idea. You've had it for years, but you guessed you may have put on a little weight since being in college.

"Well...it makes your boobs look nice." Ben stood back and tried to bite back an amused smile.

"Ha, ha," you frowned as you looked in the mirror. The light yellow material clung to everywhere you didn't want it to. Your tits were spilling out of the top of the dress and it hurt to breathe. "Now, get this thing off me."

"Baby, just wear jeans or something—"

"I want to look a little bit presentable." You frowned as he pulled the zipper down.

"It's a house party. We aren't going out." Ben sighed. "Just wear something comfortable."

"I've got another casual dress I'll wear." You mumbled as you stepped out of the yellow one, tossing it on the edge of the bed. You were only in your underwear and plain bra as you shuffled through your coat hangers, finally finding the casual black cotton dress.

You pulled it over your head, adjusting the hem of the dress at your thighs. It stopped just above your knees. It was cute enough. But not what you were hoping to wear. You always like to dress up a bit more on Ben's birthday. And considering Kylo was going to be there, you were wanting to put in a little more effort, as fucked up as it was.

Ben kept messaging his brother, begging him to stay for the party. He promised it wasn't going to be wild like most parties were. You were hoping yourself that Kylo would stay for the party. Not because of obvious reasons, but because you wanted him to enjoy his birthday as well. You didn't really know what he got up to on his birthday. He didn't seem the type to do anything exciting.

You felt Ben press against you from behind, his large hands travelling to your waist. "You're so pretty." He mumbled into your hair as he gazed at you through your reflection in the wardrobe mirror.

You had already done your hair and make up. You gave yourself some loose curls and applied your make up. A little darker than your every day look, but nothing crazy.

"You're not so bad yourself, Benjamin." You smiled softly at him as he pressed a kiss to your shoulder. He was in dark blue jeans and a nice black button up shirt. His hair was slicked back slightly and his ears poked out through his hair. You found it adorable when his ears stuck out of his hair. They were huge.

"Hm," he kissed your neck this time, his hair tickling the side of your face. "Hopefully those idiots behave themselves."

"Why wouldn't they?"

"You know what Poe is like with new people. Especially seeing as he's never met my brother. He's going to hound him." He moved away to put on his watch.

Your stomach began to knot. You didn't know how Kylo would react to someone as confronting as Poe. The others weren't so bad. But they're obviously going to be wondering why they've never met Ben's brother before.