Into oblivion

Euphoric

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His hand tightens around my neck forcing me to look at him and only him. It seems that he tightens his hold each time my eyes wonder away from his so I keep then glued to where I'm told to keep them.

"I wanted to go slow but that mouth of yours just keeps on moving doesn't it?"

Before I could say anything I feel his fingers trace over my entrance, my breaths shivers past my wet lips and I can't help but look to the ceiling for what I don't know, what I do know is that I've come to regret it as he tightens his grip around me.

"Is this okay" he stops, looking at me and I nod a little too fast "then eyes on me, understand?" he warns.

Although he's being rough his eyes have this tint of nothing but softness in them, it's a perfect mixture for a disaster, I nod nevertheless.

"Good, such a good girl"

I would say that has no affect on me whatsoever but the wetness that has formed down there says a whole different story and as he rubs circles around my clit he notices, grinning at my reaction to him "so wet sweetheart, I wonder why"

"I hate you" I manage to say.

"Mmmh I can tell" he slips in a finger making my whole body light up like a Christmas tree. I wince at the wonderful feeling but keep my eyes on him, not daring to look away. He sees this as a challenge and he intends to win it by the looks of it. Adding another finger he begins to slowly edge me on, lowering himself down until his lips start planting soft wet kisses along the bottom of my stomach, I let out a gasp as his fingers pick up the speed inside me. His tongue joins only moments later, adding onto the pleasure with a build up that makes me thing I might just explode as a person entirely, I can't help my escaped moans remain quiet for any longer as he carries on.

"You're tightening more and more love" he mumbles against me sending a rumbling vibrations through my whole body. He senses my reaction and grips tighter to my body not letting me move an inch away from the intense build that's only getting stronger by the second.

"Mia you're not going anywhere, not until you've cumed all over this bed"

My breathing hollows and everything in my vision seems to have become a melting painting. Colours blend into one, air becomes hotter and heavier and the feeling of no control only adds to the orgasm that is coming faster and faster. He licks and kisses every part of me, knowing exactly what to do at all the right places and all the right times.

I don't believe in heaven but his mouth is the closest thing I'll ever come close to.

"You want more?" He asks, teasing me.

I nod, biting my lips shut as I breath out heavily.

"Say please"

I open my shut eyes, finding him smiling, he loves every bit of this, and so do I.

"Please" it comes out breathy and hot, like I'm dying for it, in a way I am.

He comes closer, rubbing his lips against mine and his fingers speed in motion. My legs begin to quiver, shaking my lower body without my control but instead his. I can't move, he won't let me kiss him and I swear this is as cruel as one could get, he's right there, so so close. His eyes trail away from my lips and onto my half shut eyes, there's something so hypnotic about them, so dominant and yet kind. Scary how a man like that is capable of kissing me in ways where it feels like a feather was being brushed against me. Just when I feel that pooling drop he kisses me, stealing my gasping breath with no mercy. I can't breath, my hands rise to his broad shoulders, digging my nails with the blissfulness and pain he's mustering up in me.

He doesn't stop his relentless pace inside me even when I cum only making a tear slip down my burning cheek. Finally he let's go, and I gasp for the cold air to kick start my failing heart. My view of the ceiling is quickly replaced by him as he comes to hoover ever so closely, brining his fingers to his mouth. He licks them clean keeping that gaze of his steadily locked on mine. My mouth goes dry as I watch but soon his mouth finds mine and i taste myself mixed with him.

"I could taste you all night long, but you need rest" he kisses me once more.

"Fuck" I let out catching my breath as he hands me a towel, I clean myself clean up as he sits next to me with a glass of water brining it to my lips "let me" I nod and he tips the cup into my mouth, the ice cold water feels like I haven't drank in years.

When I finish his thumb brushes across my lip wiping any water left.

"What the fuck just happened" I finally say as he passes me my shorts back, I slip into them still in shock.

He laughs making my stomach churn "it's pretty clear what just happened Mia"

"Why did it happen though" I dont want to ruin this moment but I'm also not going to stay silent about it, I can't.

"Truth?"

I nod.

"You drive me insane"

"This isn't going to end in a happy way, you know that right?" I feel sad, but why?

"I know, but I'd rather take the minutes with you over nothing"

I smile as he does too but it's not the type of smile that simply says 'I'm happy' or 'I'm fine' it's the one that says 'I understand that there will be no future for us'

"Lets get you some rest, it's almost morning"

I lay down and feel his hands snake around my waist pulling me close into his chest "we're both fucked up beyond repair but that doesn't mean I don't care about you" he kisses my cheek settling down wrapped around me.

"Good night Nicholas" I whisper, feeling drained suddenly.

"Good night Mia"