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"Endearment" Getting back

6th Grade finally came!

1st half, we still hated each other. But.. tbh, I kinda 'forgave' him a bit. But at the same time, still hated him like, DISAPPEAR YOU!

School was going pretty good I'd say. Well, not for Math, which is not a surprise, considering the fact: I SUCK AT MATH.

But then YASSS! As 3rd grading period came, I finally got a line of 8 on Math! Woooo..!

Ha ha ha, laugh at my success all you want Idc, I consider it awsum. :P

And then, Idk WHAT just happened, suddenly, some of my classmates (a few) started talking about Watermelon and den I'm like, How the heck..??

It turns out, HE told them about our 'love story' wut. Kk.

Everyone wasn't a help at all to me AT THAT TIME, cuz they're like, But he's a NICE guy.
And I be like, He's NOT! UGH! You'll never know what I went through!!

I tried not thinking about the "What ifs"

What if I finally replied to him on fb..?

What if I forgive him..?

What if he still likes me..? But again, what if he moved on to someone else..?

That last 1 gave me an ache. I was 100% sure he DID move on to someone else.

And yes, he did.

I looked through our old conversations on February ????, and then I'm like, Fck, were we really that dumb?!

And so, I typed "k" and decided for 3 whole minutes if I was sure about this or not. And finally

ENTER. I did it...

I logged out quickly, then I went home, and logged in, and then.. I saw..

2 messages from him! Huhjgfjkjkjd cgcdkhyt hakjjkWtfAmIdoinghkkdfLALALALA
Before I opened it, I was like, I am NOT expecting a good feedback..

But surprisingly it was not bad..

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And then, we chatted blah blah blah.

And I liked him again, and my bff thought I was weird for liking him then hating him then likingHimAgayn, demn.

I was happy for that moment, until I told him I liked him:
*He guesses who's my crush blah blah then*
Wm: Um.. is it meh?
Sb: Hahaha your guesses
Wm: Wut de answer den? Is meh the answer?
Sb: The answer? Wut?
Wm: Me?
Sb: What do u think?
Wm: Oh.. So, it's me then.. Dayum gurl.. xD

And then laturr, after dinner he told me his crushes and I got STABBED RYT IN DA KOKORO~ pshu....

He had NO IDEA wat I meant by stabbed.

*sigh* anyway this is getting kinda long. I'll just sum it up.. deettdeeett

March came and we, the whole grade 6 batch for ????-????, practiced for the graduation. Ugh, Suu exhausting!

And then, on 18, he suddenly talked to me like, " Online tonight..?"
Cuz I haven't been online for a day. Yuhh..
Then I told him, "Yeah..! (I think)"

And soo, skip the practice thing.

Later at night, I got online on fb.

I got 3 messages from him, waaaw.. otro itong isa ah.. I thought.

And then we chatted and he suddenly brought up the "Who's MY crush'' conversation.

I tried not to lose my patience cuz inside I was like, C'mon! YOU KNOW WHO DA F IT Is, AND IT'S U! And Ik u like *censored* So NO need to break my heart MORE! Shiz. ):T

But then when I told him yeah I like him, he like, guess who's mine. And den he like, it's not *censored* nor *censored anymore.. (ugh, too many censors)

And then I guessed lots and got em all wrong and he like, y didn't u pick urself?

Me like, Cuz I'm SURE iz not me
then he like, Really? It's you.

And then I tried not to be so excited yet, I turned the screen of the ipad off then I turned it on and reloaded. And yeah, it was still there.

Aaand soo, yuhh, that's where the pmu thing begins and caressing hahaha

ok byeee.

Jk, anyway, this is certainly awkward telling you my life xD

So let me end the 'love-love' thing here.

So, I'll continue another time cuz UGH I need time to relax, and btw, I'll try updating my story soon!

ok bye.