Lost In Your Eyes (Stolen Romance Series #1)

Chapter 34

So much for my fucked up past.

"Ginawa ko lang naman ang gusto ko dati, anak. Nag-bago na ako." That's what my father said after our talk, pagkatapos ay iniwan ko na siya agad sa cafe shop.

Andito ako ngayon nag aantay ng flight ko, I'm so confused. I don't know what to do. Kung kailan man akala kong okay na ang lahat, bumalik nanaman 'tong tatay ko.

You can't stay happy when you refused to heal your past, they say.

Ano ba kasing klasing ama na ginawa lang ang 'gusto' nila kung meron naman silang obligasyon na dapat harapin. Fuck! I'm almost 30 years oldand I still have this fucking daddy issues. Ang hayop niya pa kasi binababoy niya ang Mommy ko. My thoughts broke off when suddenly I heared my phone ringing.

Warden calling.

Fuck! I almost forgot! I have Warden now again with me and I also left a fucking note there stating 'I'll be back' fucking moron, why did I even write a fucking note when I have a stupid phone. This is what happens when your fucked up father suddenly shows up unannounced in front of your boyfriends' house.

on call

"Warden," simula ko at naririnig ko ang pag buntong hininga niya na para bang natatakot na hindi ko sasagutin ang tawag niya na para bang... iiwan ko ulit siya.

"Where are you, dream?" he said softly and now I had the urge of crying. Pinipigilan ko ang luha ko simula pa kanina.

"I love you. Where are you, baby?" dagdag niya.

"Airport."

I heard him mutter a curse word and added, "Wait for me there, okay?"

phone call ended

Hindi na niya inantay pa ang sagot ko at agad na binaba 'yon. Alam ko namang andito na si Warden sa tabi ko pero bakit parang... natatakot ako. I'm so ashamed of my past.

Forgiving someone can fix you, they say.

But, one simple sorry doesn't fix broken holes.

His apologies will not heal me, and him saying sorry doesn't mean I should forgive him.

"I'm sorry, Gwianna."
"I'm sorry, anak."

'Yan lang ang sinasabi niya, nag i-explain din sa side niya, sa side niya kung bakit siya nag cheat. Hindi man lang siya humingi ng tawag sa mga ginawa niyang pangbababoy sa Mommy ko.

Hell.

He deserves to rot in hell.

Listening to him was like listening to hell.