meant to be | seongsang (✓)

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seonghwa woke up the next morning with a pounding headache, confused as to where he was. he jolted up when he realized, reaching for his phone to see what time it was.

"shit, shit, shit..." he muttered, getting up and running out of mingi's apartment the second he saw the notifications from yeosang the night prior.

he ignored the dull pain in his head as he drove himself home, sighing as he fumbled around for his house key. he unlocked the door and ran in, stopping in his place when he saw jongho and yeosang on the couch together, the older still asleep.

"before you say anything, nothing happened, hwa. he just needed a friend and everyone else was too fucked up to come by," jongho said softly, trying not to wake yeosang.

"get out," seonghwa said through gritted teeth.

"hwa... i don't want to wake—"

"get out!" seonghwa yelled.

"hyung, please... at least let me try to slide out so he doesn't hit his—"

"I SAID GET OUT, JONGHO!"

yeosang jolted up at this, feeling anxious at the sudden loud noise. jongho muttered a quiet apology to yeosang and quickly left, then seonghwa looked at yeosang for a moment with eyes filled with fire.

"hwa, what the hell was that?"

seonghwa stayed silent, looking away from the boy.

"i guess you weren't so worried about me after all?"

"what the fuck? he came over because i needed someone to talk to. woo was too drunk, you weren't fucking answering... i asked woo if anyone was sober and he told me jongho was. all he was doing was being a good friend."

"why were you laying on him?"

"i was trying to get tired during the movie and i needed to lay down for that. i'm not sure if you've noticed but we don't exactly have that big of a couch, hwa... i asked him if it was okay and was planning to go to our room after the movie, but i guess we both fell asleep. he didn't do anything wrong."

"why couldn't you have been facing the other way?"

"oh my god... you're being ridiculous. would you act like this if i was laying my head on woo's lap?"

seonghwa shook his head.

"how about san? or mingi?"

seonghwa shook his head again.

"is it because jjong's single?"

"i—"

"this is stupid, seonghwa. him being single shouldn't fucking change anything."

"but—"

"what if it was you? what if you were the one in my position? worried sick about me, because i broke a fucking promise. you call whoever's sober and ask them to come over, they do what they can to comfort you and not be crossing any personal boundaries. you need to get some rest and you're too anxious to fall asleep, so they do what they can to help. you fall asleep like that on accident. would you still feel the same way about this? if say, hongjoong came to comfort you and i caught you guys? would you still not understand?"

"sangie, i—"

"did you miss that? you broke a promise, seonghwa. you've never broken a promise. not even when you've been drinking in the past. do you know how bad that hurt me?"

"baby... i made a mistake..."

"i know that. but do you see why i needed someone here? do you see why i needed a friend?"