Little Wolf -Embry Call & OC (Completed)

2.3 Should I?

It has been a month since my birthday. I stay clear of both Jake and Embry. I talk to Quil every once and a while but not like I used to. I only am close to Embry when I have to be and that is in class. It is long enough that it helps with the pain of not being with my imprint but not enough to make it go away. I blocked out the vision of what our life was supposed to be. Jake tries to talk to me when we are at home or at school. Tell me how much Embry misses me and is sad that we aren't together anymore. I laughed as one day he told me that and I watched him make out with the slut of our grade.

"Yeah he misses me alright!" I said as my brother gave me a sheepish smile. I walked past them! "Hope she gives you an std!" I yelled, making most of the school laugh as she turned bright red and started to cry. Embry looked at me hurt as I smiled at him. Quil chased after me.

"Jules... wait..." he yelled as I walked to My truck. I turned and looked at him. "I was hoping we could hang out today. It's been awhile and I miss you!" He said, making me sigh.

"I wish I could but I have work!" I said as I looked at my watch. I wasn't lying per say. I did have work but it was not what anyone thought it was. "I'll see you later, Quil!" I said as I hoped into my truck ready to make my way to Sam's. From 4pm to 10pm it was my shift to run the boundaries of our land. I did it happily as it let me run and not think about my problems.

After my shift I made my way home and was ready for a shower and a good night's sleep. I was annoyed when I pulled up and Embry's car was there. I rolled my eyes as I walked into the house and saw my brother and Quil sitting on the couch playing a game. "Is she still mad at you?" Quil asked my brother.

"Yeah she doesn't talk to me anymore unless it is a backhanded comment. I didn't mean to hurt her." I heard him say as I walked into my room to find Embry sitting on my bed.

"Get out!" I said as I pointed at the door. He looked at me like he was broken.

"I didn't kiss her, she kissed me!" He said and I could hear the sorrow in his voice. It almost made me walk up to him and hug him.

"Don't care what you do!" I said as I grabbed out my pajamas and tossed them on my bed. "We aren't together anymore!" I said and that broke my heart even more. 'Give him a chance. He is still out imprint. You can't change that no matter how much you run. No matter how much you try to hate.' My wolf said, making me shake my head at her.

"I know and I have been miserable without you! And I know you have too." He said, making me scoff at him. "You can't hide it from me Jules I know you are hurting too." He said as he slammed my door closed. I kept my back to him, cause I knew if I looked at him I would break and I would hurt even more after that. "I never meant to hurt you or make you feel like I didn't care about you or us. Cause I do. I love you Jules. And I am so sorry that I didn't tell your brother to back off and give us space." He said as I could feel the tears threatening to fall.

"I never meant to push you to the side. And I will never forgive myself for losing the only girl that I have ever loved." He said as I finally let my tears fall. I shook my head as he pulled me into his arms. "I am so sorry baby!" He said as he kissed my head. "I miss you so much! But I know that your brother and I hurt you." He said as he lifted my chin and made me look at him. Before I knew it he kissed me and I kissed him back. He growled as he picked me up and carried me over to my bed. My wolf was purring as Embry kissed me. 'Don't stop him! He is healing us.' She said as all I wanted to do was to stop him before my heart hurt even more when things didn't change.

"Come back to me Jules! Give us another chance!" He said in between kisses on my neck. I moaned as he found that one spot that had me wanting him so bad. I shook my head trying to clear the cloud that was fogging it up. "Please babe! Give us another chance!" He said as he sucked on that spot and grinded against me. Showing me how hard he was for me. I pushed him off of me.

"Why? When we both know nothing will change." I asked as he pouted at me.

"It will change. I don't want to lose you Jules. I love you." He said as he moved me onto his lap. "I know you have your doubts and I get that. I want to prove to you that It won't happen again. That you mean so much to me." He said as I grabbed my chin making me look at him. "I know you love me too. I came here everyday after you broke up with me. I heard you crying. I know you miss me too, just give me a chase to show you that I will put us first." He said as I looked at him with tears in my eyes.

"I don't know if I can Embry! It was so easy for you to ignore how hurt I was. Letting my brother walk all over us as a couple." I said as I got up and walked out of my room. I couldn't tell him that I turned into a wolf and that there were vampires running around in Forks that feed off of animals. I know I wouldn't be able to be with him until he phased and that was if he ever phased. I hopped in the shower and just cried. I wanted to be with him and have the life I saw but, right now that wasn't possible.