At First Sight (GirlxGirl) LGBT+

Chapter Twelve

Isla looked across the table. "You've been saying that for ages"
Dani looked across the table, "as I said the other night. I know instantly."
"So what then, you fall out of love with people instead of in?"
"No. I've only loved one woman before you. Mira. I asked her to marry me. She said no. She didn't love me." Dani looked sad.
"But you were able to go and be with Lynsey while you felt for me?" Isla looked concerned,
"It's not like that. You told me this was never going to happen. Not to expect that you'd ever change your mind. I tried to move on hoping that the feelings I had for you would go away and I'd start feeling more than just lust for her"
"So you can love me and still lust after other people?" Isla felt sick. She's just like Hannah. Sex means nothing. "Give me my key back"
"Isla?" Dani looked confused.
"You're all the same," she snapped. "Sex means nothing"
"Sometimes it's just that, it's just sex. Sometimes it's everything, I haven't made love to anyone in long time. What you need to know is I'm not like her," Dani protested, "when I'm with someone I'm with them, do you know how much I wanted to kiss and make love to you the other night? Or kiss you when you asked yesterday?  I won't and don't cheat."
Isla looked over a moment. Come on give her a chance. You're crazy about her. If your honest with yourself  you love her too.

"Dan I'm sorry. Im hopeless, I try to be this confident, sexy woman. But I'm not. I'm just me and I'm so scared, I'm not good enough, and that I disappoint you and you go. Because I've fallen for you too, and I don't think I could deal with this not working. Maybe that means I'm not ready, but oh I don't know, so again I'm trying to stop things, just incase I get hurt and my stupid brain is telling me that I'm rubbish..."
"Isla stop, I fell for your shy smile, and I know where you are with things. I said to you before, just be you. Because that what I love, like listening to you to talk about throwing rubbish off the pier with your grandparents.
"You don't need to pretend, around me. I love that you're into a Michael Buble and can't sing. That you've got a daft sense of humour and laugh at your own jokes. I love that you called your spaniel Daniel. I love that you take the piss and that you have this huge heart that cares for everyone but you most of the time." She held her eyes, "Let's go up the stairs. If we spend the night talking, we spend the night talking, if we spend it kissing we spend it kissing. If we spend the night sleeping even I don't care. I just want to be with you" Dani, looked serious I will wait for her. I really want her. I want Isla. I'll wait until she's ready.
Isla smiled. "What is I love you in Italian again?"
"Ti voglio bene"
"Ti voglio bene" Isla smiled as she almost nailed the pronunciation. "That's what I should have said, I'm sorry I ruined the moment."
"anch'io ti amo" Dani smiled "I love you too doesn't really translate so I said Also I love you"
Isla laughed. "Will we go up to the room" she took Dani's hand across the table.
"Yeah"

They entered the bedroom. Isla had checked in earlier and her overnight bag adorned the luggage stand in the corner.
Isla felt really nervous as she watched Dani. Don't fuck this up Isla, just go with the flow.
Dani looked around the room. She settled her eyes on Isla's. "Do you know I've never seen eyes like yours before. Such a pale green, they're beautiful. You are beautiful Isla Foster."
Isla smiled shyly, "Dan your stunning. My first impression of you was wow, She's quite a human." Isla smiled, "You were wearing this goofy smile and you looked so friendly"
"Goofy?!"
"Yeah. The friendliest, goofiest, sexy smile ever."
"Come here" Dani said surely, "this goofy girl wants to kiss you"
Isla smiled and moved towards Dani. Dani wraps Isla's arms around her body and moves the hair from her face, placing it gently behind her ears. She traces her finger tips over her cheek and over her jaw line gently moving Isla's chin up, she moves her mouth down to meet hers. They brush against each lips other's teasingly close to a kiss. They finally collide, omg god they are so soft, plump, kissable. Dani tempts Isla's lips apart with her tongue. Before slowly dipping her tongue through, sliding it over Isla's, she feels Isla respond, as she moves it against hers.