Sometimes it's good to be different..but then sometimes it's not. And I hate that I can't decide what I feel and who for. It's hard to think about what might have happened and where we could have been if our choices were different. I wish my choices were different and I wish I had some time to think about my choices.And then that burning feeling starts inside..feeling when you want to cry but no tears slip down your cheeks so you stare blankly at that one spot on the wall, burning inside, feeling your chest in pain. I don't know what I want at this point but I'm being reminded once again that I feel something for a guy I shouldn't feel anything for. And I can't sit on two chairs. I don't know what to say nor do. I know I can't show my feeling towards anyone now because I don't know them. I don't know what is the right thing to do now but I know I can't hurt anyone. I don't want to do that. I'm not capable of doing such things. I'd rather suffer than hurt a person. That's it I guess. My thought's are as blank as my feelings. I wish I had a friend to hug and cry on right now..
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I don't have much to say but I had to write it down somewhere and this book is made for that so.. I'll write again soon. xx
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Diary Of Feelings
Non-FictionWe all have those moments when there's no one we could open up to and we need to get those feelings out of our system. I choose to write them here and some of you might see your not alone or even share your feelings with me.
