If Only They Knew (Book 1.5) (AU Series) - INTERSEX

Chapter Twenty-Four

Valiana

𝐷𝑒𝑐 15𝑡ℎ - 𝐷𝑒𝑎𝑟 𝐽𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑛𝑎𝑙,

𝐼𝑡'𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑎𝑏𝑜𝑢𝑡 𝑡𝑤𝑜 𝑚𝑜𝑛𝑡ℎ𝑠 𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑤𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑧𝑣𝑜𝑢𝑠 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑢𝑠. 𝐸𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒 𝑤𝑒'𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑦𝑟𝑜𝑜𝑚, 𝑚𝑦 𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑡𝑟𝑜𝑙 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑔𝑟𝑜𝑤𝑠. 𝑆ℎ𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑠𝑚𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑠𝑚𝑎𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑟 𝑖𝑛 𝑚𝑦 𝑔𝑟𝑎𝑠𝑝, 𝑏𝑒𝑔𝑔𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑒. 𝐼 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑠𝑒𝑥 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑙𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝐼'𝑚 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔. 𝑆ℎ𝑒'𝑠 𝑎𝑚𝑎𝑧𝑖𝑛𝑔. 𝐻𝑎𝑣𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑠𝑒𝑥 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑖𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑏𝑙𝑎𝑛𝑑. 𝐸𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦 𝑜𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑖𝑛 𝑎 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑙𝑒, 𝑤𝑒'𝑙𝑙 𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑣𝑎𝑛𝑖𝑙𝑙𝑎 𝑠𝑒𝑥 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛. 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡'𝑠 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝐼 𝑐ℎ𝑜𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑖𝑡. 𝑆𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝐼 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑝𝑢𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑡𝑜𝑦𝑠, 𝑐𝑢𝑓𝑓𝑠, 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑝𝑠, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑠 𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑡 𝑚𝑒. 𝑆𝑙𝑜𝑤 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑝𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑥, 𝑔𝑎𝑧𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟'𝑠 𝑒𝑦𝑒𝑠.

𝑀𝑦 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟 ℎ𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑑𝑒𝑒𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑑, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝐼 𝑡𝑟𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑢𝑝𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚, 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑠𝑡𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑦 𝑡𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ𝑒𝑟. 𝐼 𝑘𝑛𝑜𝑤 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑓 𝑤𝑒 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡, 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑏𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝑑 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑒𝑖𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑜𝑓 𝑢𝑠. 𝑆𝑜 𝑓𝑎𝑟, 𝑤𝑒 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒𝑛'𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ. 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝐼'𝑑 𝑙𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑘𝑒𝑒𝑝 𝑖𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑦. 𝑊𝑒'𝑣𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑒𝑥𝑡𝑟𝑎 𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑒𝑓𝑢𝑙. 𝐼 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑦 𝑏𝑒ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑎𝑠 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑐𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒. 𝐼 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑜𝑢𝑡𝑏𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑡𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑐𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑠 𝑜𝑟 𝑑𝑜 𝑎𝑛𝑦𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘 𝑎𝑠𝑠𝑖𝑔𝑛𝑒𝑑. 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑓 𝐼 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑠ℎ 𝑚𝑦 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑘 𝑏𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑐𝑙𝑎𝑠𝑠 𝑖𝑠 𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟, 𝐼 𝑡𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑡𝑐ℎ ℎ𝑒𝑟. 𝑆𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝐼'𝑙𝑙 𝑐𝑎𝑡𝑐ℎ ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝑤𝑎𝑡𝑐ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑒 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘. 𝐿𝑖𝑘𝑒 𝑛𝑜𝑤. 𝐼'𝑚 𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑦 𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑒 𝑖𝑓 𝐼 𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑠𝑒 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘 𝑡𝑜𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑑𝑠 ℎ𝑒𝑟... 𝑠ℎ𝑒'𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘.

I deliberately raise my head and her dark honey pool eyes meet mine. I smirk, and she smiles, mouthing, "Away, please?" I gaze longer before I give a subtle nod and close my journal right as the bell rings.

She has given up control both inside and outside the playroom, she still hasn't taken back the role of Mistress. So, I know her mouthed words were more of a question than a demand. In the first couple of weeks being her Dom, she had a sub-drop almost every scene we played out. Sometimes she wouldn't want aftercare and wanted to be alone for a few hours, which I allowed. Other times, she would slip into little space and want nothing but attention, which was a favorite for me... second to us having sex.