If Only They Knew (Book 1.5) (AU Series) - INTERSEX

Chapter Forty-Eight

Deleena

I groan as the sun shines through the curtains, attempting to cover my face. Last week was... unusual. Ray and Malia were fighting, then Malia left. Since then, no one has seen her. Valiana went to her family's house, but they said they haven't heard anything from her since that day. I know she was planning to have an abortion so I hope she is doing well.

Valiana, on the other hand, has been acting like a completely different person. She no longer has sex with me. Last week was like the first time in a while. I still play in the den with Brooklyn, but it's because I'm pregnant and really horny. 

Val hasn't been giving me any attention, and I'm not sure where we stand right now in our relationship. She keeps assuring me that everything is fine and that I shouldn't worry. She tells me that it's all in my head, but it's not. She's been extremely distant and spends most of her time at her parents' house.

She claims that she has a lot of homework. I mean, I suppose it's not an excuse because I know college is difficult and she has a lot on her plate. But up until now, she had never had to put much effort into her assignments. I don't know, I just feel like she's intentionally avoiding me.

I haven't even told her that I'm pregnant. I'm a month and a half along even though I've only known for a week. I mean, I had my suspicions, but I didn't expect my tubes to grow back on their own. Tubal ligation is supposed to be a permanent form of birth control, but it is not 100% foolproof.

In rare instances, and I mean very rare, a woman can still become pregnant. In my unusual case, mine recanalized. My fallopian tubes decided to spontaneously reattach themselves after being sealed, creating a passageway for sperm to reach my eggs, leading to fertilization. Honestly, I'm not sure if the Reeds have some sort of magical sperm, but this definitely wasn't supposed to happen at all!

This was not what I wanted, but I adore Valiana. I don't want to abort my child and I hope she doesn't either. Our talk about kids the other day didn't help ease my mine either; she basically said that she wasn't ready to have children. Well, it's too late now.

I sigh as I look out the window, consumed by my worries. I feel her hard-on pressing against my bottom, and it excites me. Slowly turning, she subconsciously follows suit. Morning sex has never been an issue for us; we've awakened each other countless times in this manner. 

As she lies perfectly flat on her back, I gently climb on top of her. Fortunately, she sleeps in her boxers, which have an opening in the fabric for easy access. I carefully guide her out and slide my panties to the side, quickly slipping her inside me. 

Taking deep breaths and closing my eyes, I move up and down on her shaft. My core embraces her snugly, and it feels incredible to have her inside me once more. She isn't a deep sleeper, and after a few minutes of indulging in my desires, I open my eyes to find her staring at me. I couldn't help myself; I needed her. However, her eyes reveal a high level of irritation, and I realize now that her morning arousal isn't from genuine arousal.

"Deleena," I continue to grind on her hips, ignoring her. She grabs my waist and digs her nails into my flesh. Her touch tears a hole in my skin, and I groan, allowing my head to fall back. "Answer me," she demands. Her grip tightens until she sits up slightly and tightly grasps my neck in one of her palms.

"Daddy," I try to get out of my constricted throat.

"I did not say you could have me."

"I...I know... but I... needed you."

"And I needed my rest." I continue to rock my hips until she grounds them. She lowers her gaze and takes a deep breath. For some reason, doing something as simple as breathing seems challenging for her. I don't understand why, I'm the one being choked.