If Only They Knew (Book 1.5) (AU Series) - INTERSEX

Chapter Forty-Five

Valiana

I feel like I've been in class for forever even though it's only an hour and a half. The entire time, Ms. Daniels kept glancing at me instead of focusing on her lecture. At this point, we've both seen each other naked, so neither of us should be this flustered staring at one another.

I haven't really joined them in the den yet but I have sat and watched De dom over her. It's sexy and i'm not sure why watching my girlfriend fuck another woman turns me on but it does. Brooklyn is still not allowed to touch deleena and it makes me happy that she has kept that aspect of their dynamic. Though this is an open relationship with Brook, I still get envious thinking of the possibility of her touching my girlfriend in certain ways.

Brooklyn has come over a few times when I wasn't feeling well to attend to Deleena's needs. I keep getting intense chest pains but I haven't told a single soul. Except for my doctor, who ordered some tests that I did today before class. I won't get the results back until next week so my head is going at a thousand miles per second thinking about what they'll say.

"Val?" I glance up from doodling in my notebook and see Brook sitting on top of her desk. As I look around the room all of the students are gone. "You okay?"

I smile and nod. "Yeah sorry got lost in my thoughts."

"Anything you want to talk about?" I shake my head and start to pack my bag. "I know that it's only De and I in the den and you haven't really got involved but that doesn't mean we can't still be friends Val. I'm practically getting fucked by your girlfriend every other day while you watch on occassion."

I chuckle and shake my head. "I guess you're right. Got any plans right now?" She perks up and shakes her head. "De is still in class at the high school if you want to join me for lunch at Lulu's?"

She blushes and kicks the back of her heels against the desk. "Yeah, sure."

I wait for her to grab her things and she trails close behind me to the parking lot. "My car or yours?" she asks, looking between them.

"I'll bring you back to get yours after." I open the door for her and she jumps in with a grin on her face. "Buckle," I demand and she does as told.

It's silent for a minute when we start driving before she sighs. "Are you sure this whole open relationship thing is okay with you?"

I smile softly and glance at her, "I'm the one that proposed it. It makes Deleena happy and her being happy makes me happy. I enjoy watching you two." She nods and glances out the window. "Why? Are you not okay with it?"

"Oh no I'm okay with it. I have been with many doms that have had other partners or spouses. This isn't new to me."

I nod in understanding. We reach Lulu's and I turn the car off. We walk inside and the place is sort of packed. Thankfully there are a few spots left and we get one.

Lulu takes our order and it's just Brook and I again. "How did you get into the lifestyle? If you don't mind me asking. I mean I know how Deleena got into it but...?"

She chuckles. "I'm not even sure how Deleena got into it. She never talks about herself much with me. Just like she barely lets me touch her. But I got into it once I was in college. I met a new group of friends from an alphabet gang club at the university. They had a get-together at The Lift and I was just intrigued by everything going on. I signed up for a few events and eventually fell into the role of a sub."

"When did you meet De?"

"Um like a year or two ago. I don't really remember the date. She had been to The Lift numerous times before we started together, but she wasn't open and neither was I. But she walked into the club one evening for a lady's night, in black leather pants and a matching tube top. She had no collar on and wore the ring of a looking dom."