THUG LIFE

17

Sunday, 12:34pm

My birthday was.... alluring. I had a good time at my party even though Rico shut it down early. In all I had fun from receiving a gift that I will cherish forever, to loosing my virginity to Aug. i never imagined loosing my virginity to anybody because Rico said you loose your worth after you have sex with someone. He is my older brother so of course I believed him because he was the person that's supposed to protect me and tell me the truth about things. But Rico judgement of what's best for me is never growing up. I will always be that 12 year old innocent girl to him.

In all I don't regret loosing my virginity to Aug. i would do it all over again if I had the chance too. His touch was everything, and I didn't want it to stop. It was very, very painful at first but he made me feel comfortable. He made me feel empowered just by his touch and kisses. Although, I was going a little crazy after we had sex. I just wanted to be forever on cloud nine. I was even more on the high side when he told me he loved me. I was shook, nonchalant august told me his feelings. I was happy and I want it to stay like that.

I got out the shower and got dressed just to sit in the house. Rico was being annoying saying he didn't want me to leave the house unless it was for school. So I decided to catch up on some work since I was a prisoner. I sat at my desk as my phone stared ringing.

"Hello"

"Wassup mini wheat" I smiled

"Hey babe"

"What you doin right now?"

"Work" I groaned

"Come outside I wanna take you somewhere"

"You know I can't leave the house"

"Just tell 'em you going out to the mall with Dess and I'm trailing behind you"

I thought for a moment.

"Okay give me 15 minutes"

"Ight dress comfortable"

I hung up the phone and got up to put on some clothes. I settled for my one piece jumpsuit shorts and Jordan's. I fluffed my hair and grabbed my bag to walk downstairs. I walked past Rico that was sleep and walked out the door. I walked to his car and got in. I looked over at him and all of his colorful tattoos that was showing. He had on a wife beater and jogging pants.

"Where are we going?" I questioned as he pulled off.

"Damn no hey no kisses nun?" He said dramatically as I leaned over and kissed his lips

"Hey. Now where are we going?" I questioned

"Just sit back Baybah" he turned on his radio

I leaned back in my seat as he drove. I closed my eyes as he put his hand on my thigh and he drove with his other hand. I felt the truck coming to a stop so I opened my eyes to see dirt and mountains.

"Aug what is this?"

He got out the car and I did the same coming over to his side.

"A trail" he grabbed my hand as we started walking up the trails.

"So why trails?" I asked following behind him