THUG LIFE

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Wednesday , 7:34am

Last night was an interesting night. Jas told me everything I needed to know to be a bottle girl and I think it is pretty easy. She said it all depends on your section and tips. I'm kind of excited but nervous to start and make my own money. While we were talking about that , Jayda was measuring us and making us all some matching one pieces for this weekend and they were so cute.

Since I was suspended I didn't want August to know so he could give me a lecture. so I decided not to tell him about it. also the job, he would freak if I told him I had a job at the club for a bottle girl. They didn't do much but be cute and entertain a little but it was about the clothes. Explicit 69 had a dress code for bottle girls and it was very naked.

I got done putting the cream under my eyes. It was helping slowly but surely. At least people don't know I'm loosing sleep at night and yes the nightmares keep happening. I even woke August up on accident with my screaming. I went downstairs and seen Jeremiah up.

"What are you doing up so early?"

"I was hungry" he shrugged pouring him a bowl of cereal. I walked in the living room and seen august sitting down.

"I'm ready" I said and he looked at me

"Why you got that big ass duffel bag?" He got up and grabbed his keys

"I'm going to Jayda house after school. She wants to put together some outfits for this weekend" I said

He nodded and walked to the car as I followed behind him. We got in and drove in silence. I was looking out the window in my thoughts as we pulled up to Starbucks. I looked over at August and shook my head

"I don't have money August"

"And I didn't ask that" he pulled up to the window and ordered me a coffee. He pulled up to the first window and paid for it and handed me the coffee.

"Thank you" I sipped the coffee as he pulled off

"It's coo. I know these last couple of days been tough for you even though you won't tell me anything" I sighed as we pulled up to the school.

"I want to tell you but I just can't right now"

"I'm just suppose to wake you up out of yo sleep every night cuz you keep screaming for help?"

I couldn't even say anything. Every night this past week has been so hectic for me. I have a different nightmare every time I close my eyes.

"Please don't start" he shook his head at me. I kissed his cheek and got out the car. Before I could even tell him I loved him like I always do he sped off.

I collected my emotions and looked around for my ride. I walked to the parking lot next to school and got in the car.

"You wanna tell me why I'm droppin yo ass off at a strip club?" Taurus said shaking his head and pulling off

"Because I needed a ride and you're my friend" I smiled as he shook his head

Taurus was the only one willing to give me a ride. Jayda and Dess supported but Dess didn't think it was a good idea so I texted Taurus last night and he said yes. As long as I hooked him up with one of the strippers.