THUG LIFE

26

Sunday, 12:34pm

I was laying on August chest watching movies. I was paying attention but not really because my mind was all over the place. My life was so great and it just went down hill because of who I loved and wanted to be with. I don't regret my love for August, not one bit. I just got ish I didn't have to loose my brother in the mist of it all. Furious at Jayda was an understatement. We told each other everything, so was I not worthy of knowing my brother and Bestfriend were together?

I felt like I lost people that I couldn't imagine loosing and I didn't know how to feel about that. I felt betrayed and alone. Even though I had Dess and Aug and I'm glad that I have August and Dess or I would probably loose my mind, but I need my big brother.

"You okay?" I looked up at August and gave him a slight smile.

"Yeah I'm okay" I kissed his lips and snuggled under him more. He held me tighter and I looked up at him and smiled.

"Why yo ass bein a creep" I laughed and hit his arm

"I just want to look" I shrugged and he just looked at me

"Naw you wanna say sum"

"I just wanna say thank you" he scrunched his face

"Why?"

"For letting me stay here" he waved me off and looked up at the tv

"That's nun ma ma"

"And for protecting me last night"

"What you mean?" He looked down at me and I sat up.

"Um I heard the thunder last night"

"For real?" I nodded

"And I just wanted to say thank you. You protected me from a episode last night and I really appreciate that"

"Im glad I can do dat for ya. You'll never be down when I'm there to pick you up"

I looked into his eyes and kissed his lips and wrapped my arms around his neck to hug him. I rolled all over the bed as he laughed at me.

"Damn Promise you tryna kill a Nigga"

"Sorry" he got up

"Buff ass" he said lowly. I threw at pillow at him as he put on clothes.

"Where you going?" I pouted and crawled to the end of the bed.

" I gotta handle bizness" he slipped on a shirt.

"But you have bizness here" I mocked his accent as I pulled him in front of me and kissed his lips repeatedly.

"I gotta go" he shook his head and smiled.

I pulled him back and deepened the kiss as I glided my hand in his pants. He climbed on top of me and I laid back. He kissed on my neck while my phone rung. I reached for it but Aug moved it from my reach.

"Babe it might be important" I moaned as he moved his finger in and out of me. I grabbed the phone and answered it.

"Hello" I moved August hand and sat up.