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to grow up from a young age

calling a place that wasn't where you lived home was a different kind of feeling 

but it wasn't until that home was no longer there

we get older

people change

people leave

and people move away

it's apart of growing up

but this doesn't mean it didn't hurt

especially for an eight year old with no understanding of life

in my eyes they left and took my only home with them

since then i walk around believing that everyone leaves

which everyone has truly proven that they do

the simple act of growing apart and moving when i was eight,

has given sixteen year old me the inability to believe anyone will actually stay in my life for good 

i felt abandoned at eight years old

and now at sixteen i still feel abandoned

but it's life so i should probably get over it and move on right.

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