i'm supposed to want a love that is brings out the softest side of me
and brings me peace
but the truth is
i can never accept the healthy love, it never feels right
i need excitement
a love that always has surprises, both good & bad
that brings me chaos but not too much
i want loving them to feel like i'm on an incredible high that will last forever
you gave me loved wrapped in chaos
i crave this because of you
maybe it's because i want to recreate what we have
or maybe this is simply the kind of relationship that fuels me
the healthy part never feels right
but it will come
both will
one day i will get my " healthy love filled with chaos and surprises "
because this is what i want
& i deserve all that i want
YOU ARE READING
the words inside my heart
Poetryi write the overwhelming feelings in my heart and thoughts in my mind. my sole purpose for writing is to help others relate to what i have to say. i hope my poetry helps everyone who reads it in some way. * ALL MY WRITING IS ORIGINAL PLEASE DON'T S...
