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it's a never-ending cycle

we argue

say unforgiveable things to each other

then we forgive each other

because that's what people do when they love each other right?

we think this is normal

it shouldn't be

the normalcy of this toxic behavior in our relationship is breaking us down

we're ruining each other slowly

when will it be enough?

when will we finally be able to work through our differences without hurting each other?

it's rather funny because the more hurtful things you say to me out of anger

the more i excuse you're behavior

at first i was so hurt every time you did this

now it's just a " she just wants a reaction out of me " and " she loves me too much to truly believe that "

i dreamed of being loved since i was a little girl 

but i've never thought it would turn out like this

- what it has become 

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