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" i'm not supposed to love you like that " is what i say to myself

" we're just friends ", " you're not even my type "

these words cloud my mind whenever you come around

i have so much to say to you

but i'm unsure how you will feel

i don't want to ruin the friendship

but that isn't the worst of my fears

i don't want to love you because 

i'm embarrassed

i'm sorry

but i can't change who i love

i love you

my opinion of you is twisted

i don't deserve you because of how i view you

but i love you 

please know this

even though i will always tell you in a way that isn't as deep as what i truly mean

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