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tw; suicide 

"It's so hard to talk when you want to kill yourself." ― Ned Vizzini

In reference to this quote maybe you've felt that way before or maybe not. be grateful if you haven't

but i have 

being suicidal isn't just something "selfish" you want to do because of an extreme sadness you're experiencing

it is the most overwhelming and confusing feeling ever

for me it was:

waking up every day and wishing i didn't

harming myself

trying to push people away so if i did it they wouldn't be so hurt

and so much more

but now that i'm here

flourishing and being a better me

all i can say is

ride out the storm

storms don't last forever

and most importantly talk even when you want to kill yourself

because if you let it stop you from doing so it has already won

but you're still breathing

don't let it win while you can still get ahead and fight


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