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you knew how hard it was letting you in

you knew how much effort i put into us

you knew how much i sacrificed 

you knew how i never looked at anyone else the way i looked at you

you know how i only ever enjoyed spending time with you

and you most certainly knew how much i fucking loved you

but

you ruined it all for her.

i hope you're satisfied 

i hope it was worth it

i hope you see that she will never be me

i hope you see that nobody can love you the way i did

i hope you don't do all the special things we did together with her

i hope you realize what you had 

and how you'll never have it again

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