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i love my father dearly

i always looked up to him

and i always will

he's a good dad

he taught me nearly everything i need to know in life when i'm older

but despite this all he lacked in a very important aspect of my life which many other fathers do

relationships.

he raised me to stay away from boys that was it

"never date" he said

"focus on school" he said

he spent so long trying to stop me from dating rather than giving me the knowledge i need when it came to it

you never told me what i should expect from a boy

you never told me to never settle for less

you never told me about the kind of boys i should stay away from

i was just told to stay away in general

now i have horrible taste in boys

and every boy i deal with hurts me

and takes a little piece of me with them

and i can't help but think you're partially to blame

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