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you made me want to kill myself

so i did

i didn't get to live a better life

things would have gotten better but i'll never know that

i killed myself

i felt no guilt or remorse

you were the reason i did it

you caused my pain

you made me suffer so much when i was still breathing 

now i'm dead

you deserve to the pain

i never deserved it

you know what you did

you feel guilty

this guilt will eat you alive if you let it

i hope it does

i hope you suffer just as i did

i hope your life is never as good as it was before

i hope you're sad all the time just like me

and i hope you never kill yourself like me 

because what you did is something you need to live with for as long as you're breathing

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