EXTRAMARITAL AFFAIR

#84 Finale

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Chapter:84
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*Warning: POV SWITCH*

Avneet

FIRST PHERA - PRAYER FOR FOOD AND NOURISHMENTS

"With God as our guide, let us take the first step to live with honor and respect. Let us walk together so we get food"

If life has taught me one thing, then it is to not only make decisions with your heart... It has taught me to process and think about the consequences of my actions and not act upon my present feelings, which are usually manipulated by anger, fear or joy... I felt fear today, and if I could have let that fear decide the direction, I have to go in then my experience, my mistakes, my learning would mean nothing... I still feel it though and I can see that he feels the same... He is as nervous as me, he is as afraid as me and if he is ready to put that all aside and marry me then even I can...
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Siddharth

SECOND PHERA - STRENGTH

"Let us be happy and enjoy life. Let us walk together so we grow together in strength,"

All my life, I have taken my decisions promptly... Whether it was about choosing my career or marrying the woman I love or divorcing her or getting married again... Everything has been very quick and I never really got to overthink... I never made a pro and con list... But this woman, she made me question my decisions, she taught me to think and think about the decisions I make... She taught me to overthink... And there is a thing about overthinkers, they might be always afraid and confused but they also know how beautiful everything will go if everything works out... And as much as the negative fears me, the positive excites me...
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Avneet

THIRD PHERA - PROSPERITY

"Let us share joys and pains together. Let us walk together so we get wealth.

I remember the day I heard that song he composed for me... The music, the lyrics, the voice, everything was his... And the reason I knew that it was for me was that if I ever had to write a song about him it would be the exact, just a little childish because my songwriting skills are worse than Sam's... Anyways, the song is something that only belongs to the two of us... Something that no one could ever steal... Just like the way we feel for each other, the respect, the care, the concern we have for each other... Nothing, no mistake can take that away... I still can't say that I am head over heels for him but I like him... People usually think that love is bigger than like but if you like someone, love usually comes along... At least when you both are on the same page and you both are willing to try... But if you don't like someone, love doesn't matter because it won't work...
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Siddharth

FOURTH PHERA - FAMILY

"Let us not forget parents and elders. Let us walk together so we get happiness by sharing our joys and sorrows,"

The thing about getting remarried is that there is a possibility of you having a kid or kids... I have Anaya, she has Sam and Jaya... And makes it even more complicated and fragile... It is not just about two of us now, it is about five of us... Every wrong decision affects all our lives... Our kids have already lost their parents and their innocence... Having a stepdad or stepmom can be difficult and as much cliche as it sounds, we can't do much here... We can just be with them and ensure that they are not neglected or ignored... And to be honest, I don't know if it is enough, as a dad it kills me to see my child going through all this, it kills me seeing my child missing her mother, it kills me seeing her getting awkward or uncomfortable in front of Avneet... I know Avneet is going to be my family but it fears me that it might affect my and Anaya's relationship... But on the other hand, I know that our kids are going to understand us and our actions as they grow up... And taking a decision seeing what they like and what they don't won't be wise... So, we parents do what we think is right for them because one day they are going to understand this...
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Avneet

FIFTH PHERA - PROGENY

"Let us observe all acts of charity. Let us walk together so we have family"

Today, I am going to be Mrs. again, I am going to be someone's wife again... Now, the challenge for me is to not become just his wife... The challenge is to continue to make my own identity without compromising my duties as a wife and a daughter-in-law... I have let a man overshadow me once, I have let a man control me and I can't let that happen again... I will be welcomed into a new family where the traditions and the rituals will be different from what I have experienced before... I will also have to make my position in the family and create a bond with everyone... Fortunately, I am pretty close to Siddharth's family but that was when I was a guest, now, I have to be closed to them, beloved by them as a family without compromising my career and my aim...
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Siddharth

SIXTH PHERA - HEALTH

"Let us live a long and peaceful life. Let us walk together so we have joy"

We take 7 vachanas or vows while taking 7 rounds around the holy fire... Those vachanas are something every married couple takes... Some value those and some don't, they are mandatory to take and that is why people take them as a burden and not as a duty or responsibility... That is why modern couples take their vows... They prepare their own promises which are very cute, sincere and hilarious... Me and Avneet, we didn't discuss something as such but the way she looked at me while taking pheras I know she had some promises of her own to make and demand... I too have some... Avneet Kaur Nandra, I promise that I will always be at your side... I will stand with you and fight every hurdle that passed your or our way... I will listen to your demands, your problems, your complaints with utmost sincerity and try to give a solution... I will respect you and your kids and treat you as my own... I will try to never make you feel less or inferior, you are my better half and you are my equal... I promise to never let my insecurity affect you; I promise to never control you out of jealousy... I promise to love you today and for the rest of my life...
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Avneet

SEVENTH PHERA -

"Let us be friends with love and sacrifice. Let us walk together so we have friendship"

Looking into his eyes, I knew he wanted the same thing... We wanted to take some vows of our own, which by the way are taken from the 7 vows that a married couple takes but just with, more understanding, determination and sincerity... Mr. Siddharth Nigam, I promise to stand by you in every high and low of your life... I will laugh with you and cry with you and be with you always like a best friend... I with my utmost love and respect will treat your mother as my own... I will make sure that your daughter is comfortable around me... I will respect your decisions and your space... I promise not to compare you with my crushes and not tease you for your average singing skills, okay maybe I will break this promise but not the other ones... Jokes apart, I have faith in you Siddharth and I know you too, I promise to never betray you or do something to hurt you... My love for you will never fade, it will always grow darker and stronger...

-THE END-

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