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# 36 Guilty

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**Next Day**

**Sid's POV**

Sid: Look at you smiling,  laughing ... u looked so happy that day.. it seemed like you were waiting you whole life for that day ... and look today.... Remmember Anaya made a card for us , with probably every colour of this world.. *chuckles* with every spelling wrong *chuckles* but still that was the best gift we could have on our special day ... Do u remmember that? Do u remmember today? I do .. it feels like yesterday... i was my best to come and see u once but our families were on gaurd ... *chuckles* but the wait was totally worth it ... when i saw my gorgeous wife with a dynamic entry .. have i ever told u , how beautiful red looks on your ... how it seemed like henna was just invented for your hands ... and how good that red joda of my name looked on those arms ... and how that red lengha with hundred of sparkly things looked so dull in front of the glow of your face ... and when u laughed seeing me cry .. 
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I closed my eyes remmembering those moments ..
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Sid: i wish things were fine between us ... i wish i could do that act of not remmembering today once again ...
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I said as i touched you through my phone ...
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V: Sid .. i am making Divorce papers for Avneet .. Do-
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And i turned to her wiping my tears .. and she suddenly Stopped ..
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V: Why are your eyes red ? Are u crying ??

Sid: nhi nhi .. mein .. bilkul nhi ..
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I lied wiping my face again ...
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V: Now you will lie to me ? Kya hua btaa ..

Sid: kuch nhi hua bhabhi ... I am fine ...

V: iss leye apne aur Anushka ki shaadi ki pics dekh rha hai ?
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She looking at my phone .. she caught me ..
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Sid: yes toh isse hi ...

V: siddharth Don't lie ...i know its your anniversary today....
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And i looked down controlling my tears.. when i felt her arms around me ... and I broke down .. she has seen me and anu .. from our start to our end .. she was the one who encouraged me to propose her ..  she said that she can see in Anu's eyes that she loves me back ... to be honest even i could see that ... but .. all that was a lie ... and its hurts ... it hurts that my wife , the girl i love was cheating on me .. it hurts knowing that she doesn't love me ... it hurts knowing that my marriage has fallen apart and it hurts knowing that my daughter will have to go through all this ...
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V: shh .. calm down .. i know it's not easy for u to go through all this ... but living in dark wasn't any better...

Sid: but why me ?

V: i don't have any answer to this ... but i know that you are strong and even this shall pass ...
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And i hugged her even tighter and cried louder ..

**Sid's POV ends**

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** At Aly house**

**Author's POV**

Ri: lets go out , you will feel better...

Anu: all i feel right now is guilty ... I regret this Ri ... I love you and I would always have but ...

Ri: We can't be husband and wife ... We can't have family... I know ... But this wasn't in our hand ... we met when we were already married to someone else ... and we fell in love without even realizing...

Anu: we should have stopped meeting...

Ri: i hoped we did ...

Anu: but we didn't... we messed it Ri .. we messed it... It's mine and sid's anniversary today.. and *cries*

Ri: shh ..
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He hugged to calm her down ...
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Anu: we don't have our children with us ... our partners want divorce... we can't be together... do u understand what this means ... we have fucked up all our lifes ... all this six , i mean seven lifes ... Anaya said that she hates her father because he can't let her meet me ... Avneet is pregnant and alone .. she doesn't even have a house or a good job .... i can't take all this Ri ... knowing that its all because of us .. just makes me so overwhelmed ... I have let everyone down ... Vaish di, abhay bhai , jannat , sumedh bhai everyone...

Ri: And I have prooved her family right.. Yes, i am an arrogant, controlling man ... but -

Anu: all u ever wanted to was to have someone yours...I understand Riyaz... I really do and that's why i won't ever leave you alone ...

Ri: promise me you won't...

Anu: I won't... you won't be alone ever again but you have to let Sam go...

Ri: i can't he is my son and i want him ... i don't want to be alone .. it haunts me, it scares me .. Anu please atleast you need to understand me ...

Anu: i understand you but have already given her enough reasons to cry ... don't give her one more ... Sam is her whole life ... If u took him then she will be alone... please don't do this ...

Ri: then give me a son .. marry me and plan a son with me ...

Anu: and if it's a girl ... then?

Ri: that is the reason for your no ...
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And she nodded positively..
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Anu: you took her to abortion center Riyaz ..  without her permission... I am sorry but i am scared too ... Can we adopt a child instead?

Ri: no ..

Anu: Ri .. listen to me .. I know why you don't want a girl child... and no matter how much i hate this thing and i understand your feeling ...

Ri: i need someone to be with me in my old age ... someone who will always be there for me .. and avneet know that.. she knows that i have monophobia .. then why isn't she understanding this ..
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EOC 

Monophobia or autophobia , is the fear of being alone or lonely. Being alone, even in a usually comforting place like home, can result in severe anxiety for people with this condition.

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