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༺ 43 ༻ protect you {P.A} pt 3/3

Jisung's POV:

Opening my eyes slowly

Excepted I'll be welcomed by sunlight hitting my face,yet I was wrong

Instead, I've found myself being welcomed with nothing but a warm presence

Finding myself laying down some extra soft sheet

Head against a warm embrace

An arm wrapped around my waist

Without even looking up,somehow I knew it belongs to who

Yet I decided to do so,bringing my eyes up a bit, only to find it Lee know hyung

I shouldn't be surprised since I kinda except that,but it still surprises me,somehow

Sitting in one position, trying not to move since he was sleeping

Resting my head back against his naked chest,somehow I loved the feeling and warmth of it

Bringing my hand up a little, letting it rest slowly and carefully on top of his chest

Listening to his heartbeat

So calm,I thought

I've always wanted to both know and feel it

-Lee know:"good morning "

Holy pregnant cow his voice is soooo...deep

I thought, after I heard Lee know hyung greet with his morning rapry voice,how can a morning voice sounds so...sexy?!

-jisung: "I woke you up shi- I mean good morning"
-Lee know: "couldn't sleep,I was just looking down at you and after you"
-jisung: "o-oh"
-Lee know: "slept well?!"
-jisung: "y-yes I did"

Answering him,still unable to move from my previous position

Until I decided to gain courage and look up at him

Bringing my head,and so I met his dangerous, strong gaze

-Lee know:"hey"
-jisung: "...hi"
-Lee know:"so,you wanna talk about what happened earlier?! "

Asked hyung,getting up a bit,taking a seating position, resting his back next that bed mattress

-jisung: "w-well-"
-Lee know: "don't"

Hyung soon cut me off,as I tried to get up and sit properly

-Lee know:"stay down jisung,its better"
-jisung: "o-okay"

With that said,I took my position back,laying down,hyung sitting, looking down me

I felt his gaze and stare on me,as I end up looking everywhere but meeting his eyes

-jisung: "...I suffer from anxiety"
-Lee know:"what type?"
-jisung: "when I'm surrounded with a large circle of crowd"
-Lee know: "I see"
-jisung: "its the main reason why,my friend's circle is limited, I just feel uncomfortable... Making new friends or interacting in the first place"
-Lee know: "I know"
-jisung: "whenever I'm surrounded by many,I feel sick"
-Lee know:"do you remember what happened this morning? "
-jisung: "I remember when we were going out me and Eric, I also remember the part when that crowd came out of nowhere, and feeling sick"
-Lee know: "sick how?"
-jisung:"knees getting weak,trembling, unable to breath"
-Lee know: "okay"
-jisung: "I also remember when I ran off and end up hiding... You found me and...and"