℘lease ℒove ℋim... ℱor ℳe ༺ℋyunin༻ ✔

༺ 101 ༻ many reasons

Few days later

IN's POV:

-IN:"god this weather is so fucked up"

Echoing inside that living room,after glancing over that big window, showing the outside view

Where the grey sky could be spotted, rain pouring heavily, wind making it 10 times worst,making it hit that closed window

Sitting down that sofa and switching between channels, until I paused on some movie,watching it in silence

My phone ringing next me could be heard,taking it in  my hand,without even checking the caller ID, as I answered

Eyes still glued to that big screen

-IN:"hello?!"
-"why are you with him?! "

A voice shouting from the other line,made my eyes move over left,fast enough I knew who it belongs to

It wasn't that hard to unrecognize hyunjin hyung's voice

-IN:"what? What do you mean?! "
-hyunjin: "I mean you and that guy!"
-IN:"he's my fiancée remember? And his name is soobin"
-hyunjin: "I know his name"
-IN:"good"
-hyunjin: "you two don't even look good or cute together, IN!"
-IN:"so us not looking cute is a reason to be apart,Right?! "
-hyunjin: "no! There is many reasons!"
-IN:"what?! Like what?! Just give me a reason! "

At that moment I was a yelling mess,in return nothing but silence could be heard ,from the other line

For some seconds,the only thing could be heard was,rain pouring outside

-IN:"see?! You don't have a reason! But I have many reasons behind the step I took!

Reason why I got engaged to soobin is,I couldn't get over you,not even for one second in my life,for the past five years until now!,although I was able to convince the rest with the total opposite, which worked perfectly

they believed that lie,yet it didn't work on me! I didn't even try to get over you and move on because I knew! Its gonna be far away from a possible thing to happen

The engagement?! Entire dating?! Lies! I knew it was a lie

I tried! I tried to deny our relationship, us,you,I tried to deny your entire existence!

I tried to deny your love!

On my engagement, I knew you were there,I felt your eyes on me,exact same way five years ago, I felt my body shiver,and I knew you were there,your eyes on me, because no one makes me feel like that,no one!"

Beep beep

A beep sound could be heard from my side,confused between either hyunjin hyung ended the call,or maybe due the bad weather

Throwing that phone on top of that sofa

Palms resting on my face

Letting a sigh skip my mouth

Bell ringing made my head snap hard,looking behind, over that wooden door