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༺ 58 ༻ safe {F.M.O} pt 2/2

Jisung's POV:

-jisung: "...yes"

His right arm resting over the upper edge of the sofa,while the other on top of his knee

-Lee know: "the entire world sees only to successful, rich Lee know, no one knows what's the hiding Truth, people believe what their eyes can see,they see me living a good wealthy life,gaining fame where ever I go,Money"

He stopped a little, as I kept on looking up his face, him doing same, over his lap

-Lee know:"he got enough money to buy whatever he wants,live the life he chooses,be whoever he wants to be,although I got all that,I got everything I desired, from wealth, superior life,money,fame,yet money can't buy you anything....

Regardless each thing I got,I wish,I was able to get...few moments with my family... If only money can buy you 10 seconds with your family, I won't say happiness, I'm happy, but one element was missing, the entire time...

I lived...most fucked up childhood life ever,being the only son of two successful parents should make you proud and happy,yet not in my case,I barely spent time with them

I've never spent time with them,my father was overseas the entire time,it was enough of a way so she could run away with her boyfriend...yes,he vanished away... Just like that,later it turns out I and my mom were the only thing Holding dad back,or so that's what I thought

Until I released, I was the only connection keeping us together, wish I was a connection... In a good way, keep them...us together, yet how come? When you don't even know how it feels like to be hugged by your mother,or maybe your father standing up for you, teach you stuff
help you with homework

dad soon left after that,leaving me behind, raised in a...cold place...called home,living and being raised away from your family...warmth and support of your parents, got it own coasts,many would call me out,why I look cold and act cold,why I got a cold personality? They keep asking me that,bashing me for that, when they got no idea...the miserable life I lived,far away from spotlights"

Hyung ended his words,crawling over His direction, resting my head on top of his shoulder

-jisung: "you're a good person, with a brave heart hyung, don't give much attention to others, the half who doesn't know you good,or the half who wants to believe what they only see

who truly love you will see the best of you,they will see the real you and treasure your existence... I love you for who you are...hyung,so don't change"

Confessing that part, feeling his head turn over my direction, looking up and there I met his eyes

Although I'm one of a coward as in I got no courage to look him in the eyes, yet now and today...I got no idea from where this courage came from

As I end up exchanging stares with hyung

UWU 🍯

Feeling his hand caressing back of my head,him leaning closer over my direction, leaving a kiss on top of my lips

Closing my eyes slowly... We stayed like that,for few minutes, him kissing my upper and lower lip slowly