Fighting For Eachother

Ria

After school ended and we finally made it ho- to Ria's house, I tried to process what happened earlier, again.

After Kayden just runned off, Ria was talking about how big of a dick he is and that I shouldn't listen to him. I thought Ria was right beacuse guys agreed but now....what if he was right?

Literally it's just been one day and I become friends with them all, they were making plans about hanging out on the weekend already.

I don't even know why. I mean, they don't know me. Why would they hang out with me? I can't see it. All these years, being by myself- and some online friends I had but ofc they didn't last long- don't help with situation I'm currently in.

I was convinced that I won't make any ANY friends at pre-school, let alone in high school.

Somebody will call me 'pick me girl' or ' attention seeker ' if I tell them that. Or that I feel weird with people around me. Like..I don't know. I cant- I can't explain it.

I feel like...like they are faking it or something..

I really want to believe that they aren't faking it, but with parents like mine.....I hate them. Beacuse of them I think like this.

I really need to enjoy this fucking moment. Who knows how long it will last for

"C'mon girl, we're going shopping." Briana said as she came back from her bathroom

"Whyyy" I groaned, I don't like shopping very much

"To get know eachother better, to freshen you up from earlier scene aaaaandddd....to buy dresses and outfits for parties. There's one tomorrow already" she said and smiled

"Alright then! You could say that earlier!" I said and we got dressed

I love parties. They make my thoughts go away. The music- aah, I LOVE music and when you are on a party, music is even louder. So hell yeah.

Just one think I don't like is getting hangover after. God hell. I also don't like getting all sweaty, but everyone those at the party.

****

As we were driving to mall, Ria and I were getting to know eachother better.
She told me about her recovery from ED, and I tried to help her as much as I could. She told me that I did helped her. Then I told her about my ED and that I have it beacuse of my parents.

I didn't want to tell her all about my parents, she will get worried. I mean, I would if someone tells me that.

We decided that those themes are to deep for chatting in the car for the ride to mall so we talked about some good things in our life's.

She told me about her self. Her birthday is on August 7th, she wants to be a model,that she couldn't wait for girl friend beacuse guys are getting on her nerves slowly and that girls in school give her sometimes dirty looks, she likes colour beige, she doesn't give a fuck what other people say but sometimes some words could got her, especially if they are from people she loves, etc.

I didn't have much to told her beacuse I don't know where I want to be in the future, I only told her that my bday is on July 16th, and about things I like. Book, colours dark red and black, racing, swimming, partying etc.

Then we got to the mall, and let me tell you. That fucking mall was huge. Like really really huge. Not only that it was big but it was also high.

We got in almost every store in that mall. Almost every. Now you know how much time we were in it.

We bought some party outfits and some accessories, then some casual outfits beacuse we don't have many.

Etc.

Now we are on our way hom- Ria's house, and I told her if we could stop by my new doc

She didn't question it and we stopped.

Earlier I got message from one number saying that it's her and that I need to go to clinic at 8:40pm. But they are closing at 9:00pm.. I have some wrong feeling.

"Miss Rodriguez!" She called and I got in

"Hello Anastasia, how are you feeling? Any better?" She asked as she showed me to sit on 'bed'

"Yup." I said and looked around hoping this will end soon

"So Anastasia....when are you going home ?" She asked and I turned to her

She had that one look like she knows something, oh god

I let nervous laugh "wha-what?" I asked and she cleared her throat

"I mean, when are you going away from your vacation" she said as she looked through some files.

"Oh right! That! I'm actually going tomorrow" I said. I Need to come to the end with this so I said that

"Right... But this one file tells me otherwise" she said and showed me file in her hand

"What do you mean?" I asked shocked, no no it CAN'T be

"Anastasia Rodriguez. Daughter of" she looked at me and I am definitely pale now , then she started reading again
"Mia and Andrew Rodriguez" she stopped and looked at me

"It also says other address that you gived me. But I won't start about that. You know where your home is. And if you somehow forgot, beacuse you haven't been at home for two days, they could help you." And with that I saw devils by themselves

Again, I'm sorry for grammar mistakes. Thank you for reading it! What do you think about the book and Anastasia so far?