Me and Ria are in her room and it's three am now.
Oh no, if she talks with me now then I would say everything to her. I just know it.
Why am I like that at night?
"C'mon Anastasia, tell me what's wrong with you. If you can, of course. I want to help you" she said and....wow.
Is she for real? Help me? Does somebody actually wants to help me?
"It's okay Ria. Life just- sucks. It sucks to be me." I said and she sighed
"I'm sorry you feel that way. I used to feel that way too. I still do, sometimes. But you know, I let people in and now.....I'm happier I guess" she softly smiled at me
After some time she got closer to me "now tell me wants wrong"
I didn't want to, I don't want her to be worried about me. But also, I can't be silent my whole life.
So after some time, I told her.
She's now crying with me. She told me multiple times that there's no way for me to go back to house and that I didn't deserved anything that happened to me.
I didn't told her everything. But I told her parts of my parents, what are they doing so that she can understand why I can't be in swimsuits and everything.
As I was talking to her, she asked me to show her the scars. If it's okay with me. And I showed her.
She came to me hugging me. Tighter and tighter.
"I can't and I won't loose you Stas. Your so much more than you think. I will help you okay? Look at me" I said and she bringed her hands to my face "I will help you and you will have reasons to live. Okay? Listen to me." She said and I nodded
I don't think I was ever happier but also sad like this in my life.
I'm grateful for her. I. Am.
This chapter is short, but I hope you like it.
Also, here are some self love books you need to read. I hope they help you.
The Mountain is you by Brianna Wiest
Daring to take up space by Daniell Koepke
The strength in our scars by Bianca Sparacino
A gentle reminder by Bianca Sparacino
What a time to be alone
The mastery of love by Don Miguel Ruiz
The confidence code by Katty Kay & Claire Shipman
What I know for sure by Oprah Winfrey
The untethered soul by Michael A. Singer
101 Essays that will Change the way You Think by Brianna Wiest
All that you deserve by Jacqueline Whitney
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I hope it helps! Love you all so much<3 don't forget that you are enough and that we are grateful for having you here <3333 kiss kiss
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Fighting For Eachother
Romance|NOT EDITED! CHAPTERS AREN'T EDITED| completed<3 Anastasia Rodriguez is 17 years old girl, who's -of course - living with her parents. Although her family is rich and' wealthy ', she and her parents have more downs than ups. They have high standards...
